I am breaking down,
I am falling apart...
Everyone thinks I'm this sweet girl
All happy and joyful and loves the world...
They look at her
They see perfection...
Just a face in the crowd
A raindrop in the sea...
As I cry from inside
With all the tears that I hide...
When you look into my eyes
Can you see into my soul...
Once upon a love gone by
I crossed my heart and now I die...
They say getting back up is easier the third time...
It isn't...
You played with my heart,
but all you did was break it apart...
It was two years ago
In two thousand and five...
Friends ask the question, sometimes twice
with a shrug I give the standard reply...
I feel it flowing down my thigh
The blood is thick...