I said my final goodbyes
And you never even knew...
The black rises, then falls.
A flash of orange 'neath the grey...
Lovely plants,
Little forms...
I try to feel something for someone new,
just a small spark or two...
I like to have things under my control,
I lose my head when I don’t...
Sadness is guaranteed,
Everyone gets a slice...
I didn’t have a drinking problem.
Alcohol was just background noise...
We used to promise each other
“in every life...
After all the love I gave you,
I can never hate you...
What if everyone
is lying...
A fan is no friend,
It's cold and dishonest...
You were the high tide.
You were the undertow too...