"Sometimes we can get lost in the sweetest of dreams only to wake to a cold reality."

For the girl of my dreams, all I can do is wait for you to appear.
You're everywhere but here.

I am drowning again, and I am not sure I can pull myself out this time.

Love back everyone who loves you; forgive those who despise you!

Tonight is one of the rough ones, where memories of old conversations and unspoken words chew me up and spit me out like a sobbing fool.

It despairs one to have eyes that couldn't help but scrutinize the ghastly phantoms of life.

This pain burns hotter than a raging fire, it engulfs me. But we both shall rise from this, phoenixes reborn from ashes.

Don’t allow anyone to say they “love you.”
Without feeling that love.

I go months without hearing from so-called friends and family until I lose the desire to respond, so wounded by their lack of interests that I would rather it stay that way than for them to feign interest.

Through death is the only way I can see you again. I am not OK without you here.