If you find it necessary to judge me by my past, don't be surprised when I find it necessary to put you there.

You look in the mirror,
seeing a broken girl,
hating the reflection looking back,
you punch the mirror,
breaking your fist,
but not caring,
bcuz starting today,
you're fixing yourself<3

I can't show this fake smile anymore...as i talk less becoz. i don't have words to explain my situation.

Hit me,
Cut me,
Stab me,
Shoot me,
Do anything,
to make me feel emotion,
bcuz my body is numb </3

It's funny how sad I get from some of the things you do to me, or things you say. Yet, as soon as I hear your voice every single bit of sadness disappears, almost like it was never there.

I love showing off my beautiful, gorgeous, sexy scars.

All i ever did was to love you, and all you ever did was to make me believe that you love me too. . .T.T

Hello depression.... i knew you wouldn't stay away for long </3

What do we do?
When we are in pain?
We conceal the truth,
Form ourselves,
From everyone.
And soon.
You have no pain,
Just numbness

Welcome to Hell on Earth...Such a lovely place.