Idk what hurts more knowing your happy with her or the fact she took my place :(

This unknown feeling is eating me up... again!

To this day i cry for you
and wish for your return
if miracles were real
god would give you back to me

O Please stop acting like you care,leave me alone!!!!!!!1

I'm too strong to stay here, yet too weak to leave
I'm too strong to hold it, yet too weak to breathe

The countdown begins as I think of all the things I'll miss
Today's the day to see if my dream will fly or fall into the abyss
I put on a brave smile, although I know it's fake
I say to myself "No matter if I break"

Fcuk, some day he will come to realization i couldve been the best he ever had, i would never hurt him i would love him with all i have and so much more

As I look in the mirror all I still see is
sadness and dispair a body with
no soul, empty, alive but not there

I JUST lost my best friend
my boyfriend
my 2 friends...
they all walked away from me, now i'm alone.
100% alone

No one cares. I don't belong. Not anywhere; I'm not that strong.