Your fatal words spread threw my veins and went straiqht to my head.

Without you; I feel so alone. Even with hundreds of people surrounding me in the hallways; your the only one who can take away the alone feeling. I miss your hand in mine, and the way you would kiss my lips.

Sometimes I feel like it would just be so much easier not to live, just so I don't have to feel the pain of loneliness.

I've waited so long for things to get better. Now I can honestly say, I don't think will ever be okay again.

One of these days when you ask her whats wronq, she wont lie about it this time, eventually that "oh nothinq, is qoing to be, its because of you.

Careful smiles, Gaurded up past, painted on perfection, an actress at her best.

I i promised myself never to depend on anyone, but you screwed that right up.

I just need a body to lay next to me right now, holding me close like im all they need.

Insults and rude remarks fill my ears with each step i take down the hall of this supposed, "safe, healthy" environment.

"Its as if I haven't really woken up in weeks."