Four Years of High School; One Guy.

I have reached the point where I am so lost I no longer know what to do. I have come her seeking guidance and advice.

So some background information...

I have liked this guy for 4 years ... basically all of my high school career. Him && and I were really close in 10th grade. He would wait for me after class so we could walk together ... he would IM me evertime he was online just to say hello. Everytime I looked into the future .. he was always by myself. I never thought he would be out of my life. After 10th .. we grew apart. I dont know what happened but the IMs stopped and he seemed cold. I tried to put in an effort but it didnt work so I decided to get over it and move on.

I tricked myself into believing I was over him and now it is senior year and my feelings are stronger then ever. No other guy makes me feel the way he does. Every guy I meet, I compare to him and none match up. I haven't really spoke to him in over a year, just hi and bye or the occasionaly "how are you"

I am graduating this June and I don't wanna leave high school asking "What if?" I still reallly like him and I might even love him but I don't know how to get back to what we had.

I thank those that took their time to read this. I am in need of some input.

Thank you. :]

There isn't reall much you can do, you either have to move on or go for it. Really you have nothing to lose by going for it, no matter what the answer at least then you'll know.

^ wow that was an amazing piece of advice...thank you. It seems so simple yet rejection clouds my mind.

YW. Rejection happens, it's not pleasant but it is part of life, everyone gets rejected at some point in time, I would rather face rejection, than a life time of wondering about something that could have been solved by a single question.

Sooo I recently started talking to him again and took a risk to be more flirty, which is not in my nature. I'm excited!

I was thinking of filling him in on how I feel. Would it scare him away if I straight out told him I liked him ... because I am so tired of playing games and I feel that if I contain this emotions any longer .. I will blow.

input needed thanks.

Wow. It's scary how this situation is like EXACTLY like mine. Except my friendship with the kid went from 6-10 grade. [cuz im only a sophmore right now]. .Anyhoots. It's good that you started talking to him. :] [I wish I had those kind of guts] lol.
But yeah. About telling him you like him, you shouldn't like suddenly, in the middle of nowhere be like "hey i like you" [lol] But you should tell him, lead into it or something. :] And I don't think it'll scare him away or anything.
Like, with my situation, the kid moved. But after he moved he told me all these things and just. .there were ALOT of -what could've beens- So don't make the same mistake I made and wait until it's too late.

Hope I helped. :]

^ thank you so much. I think you just gave me the push I needed to be true to my feelings.

=] Im so glad you have spoken to him recently, Its great not many people can build up that much guts and actually go for it, I really hope everything works out okay =] this has happened to me before even though I am young at age. But I told him I liked him 3 weeks ago and now we are together =/ Lol it was just so...odd =/ anyway, I really hope everything works out and in my opionion I recon you can re-build that bond you both had before then slowly get to know eachother a little bit more each day =D mwah xxxxxx Lots of Love and wishing you the best in the future xxx Roxy xxx