In love with friend...

I love him more than life, enough to walk through fire and jump in front of a thousand bullets! He has an older girlfriend, but I am happy for him if he is happy. His happiness and contentment is more important that anything. I can see depth, care, and love in his beautiful blue eyes . . . I just wish I could tell him that I would die for him and/or go through unbearable torture for him in a heartbeat. I want him to have everything he wants and more, and I want him to achieve every one of his goals and dreams. Whenever I see him with those little kids, I can see so vividly what a terrific father he will be, no matter what. The woman who gets to hold him in her heart forever is one lucky woman. Sure, he's got his flaws (like anyone else), but that makes him more of who he is, and that is beautiful. Whenever my heart shatters because of him, I love him more when it mends--every piece of my broken heart loves him again and 1000x deeper when it heals and returns to one piece. I can see his love for his girlfriend in his eyes; I sometimes wish that that depth was for me, but if he is super happy with her, than that is all I care about. I really do have a deep love for him, but it won't go any deeper without his heart returning that. Sometimes I wish I could tell him everything about how I feel, but I know that I cannot.

I just love the way his eyes sparkle when he talks about something he's passionate about, the way he always cares about others, the way his beautiful blue eyes dialate when he is thinking about something he cares about, his scent, his walk. Even his flaws are wonderful because they make him who he is. He's so graceful. poised, mature, and caring...wonderful traits to have............

If you were ment to be, it will eventually work out for you... and if you wernt, then the one will eventually come and sweep you off your feet... just stick in there and dont give up on love...
<3

I hope He'll love me too someday...............

and I won't give up

I agree with dave
just don't ruin it because he feels your too intense if you do ever get to express your feelings.
But also, from experience, don't get all caught up in a guy you know you prolly wont ever have because it ruins your life. plus if your only caught up in being with him u could let someone pass that was even better for you.
know what I mean?
xx

If I ever do tell him, I'll tell him gradually. My love for him has caused me a some pain here and there, but I couldn't really tell him that he was part of the reason for my tears (only part of it). Most of my love poetry was written with him in my heart, and part of me wishes he knew.

And if he knew part of it, I doubt that he'd understand it without me telling him everything, so I shall wait for the right time, place, and age of being.

He'll be leaving to go to school soon, and I don't know if I should tell him or not. If I wont see him again for another year or so..........