New beginnings

Hey everybody,

Recently me and girlfriend went on a break... needless to say it fucked everything up. She started seeing some other dude and I was very upset cause she lied to me about it. I said some mean things. We were supposed to see each other yesterday but agreed that after what had happened it wasnt the best idea just yet. I feel as though, if I dont do something now... Im going to lose her forever. I get that i fucked up, she gets that she kinda f'd up too... but we still love each other. I know it in my heart.

So what can I do? Im thinking of showing up at her work with flowers, just to say that I love her and that I know she cant see a future with me now, but I cant see a happy future with out her later. I screwed up, but shes the most important thing in the world. How do I make her believe guys?

She didnt "get" with him as far as I know, she lied about going to the movies with him though, and then said it wasnt a date. I asked if she liked him and she said yeah... and I was like k thats a date. and then shes like well he asked me to go... and that was another lie lol. So basically, she doesnt love me I guess... I mean, at the very least I deserved the truth. But regardless I still love her, and I think I always will... We decided not to hang out on vday and kinda left things on bad terms... so I picked her up a pink stuffed lion that said "You make my heart ROOOARR!" and u could squeeze it and he'd roar. I went to her work along with all her stuff and gave it to her... all she could say was that shes sorry. But at least, she knows how i feel. As much as I love her though, I know we'll never be together again. Makes me think whats the point in saying u love someone for so long when u can just throw it away... so yeah Im gonna choose to love her and be the best I can for her even if were not together.