Hmmm... *yawn* sooo bored..

I can never ceep a thread going... so dont even bother commenting... i dont fit in here on this website... i dont fit in anywhere... ugh whatever... i dont want to seem like i am throwing a pity party.. but its true.. and sorry if you dont like the way i am acting... but i dont care its not like anyone talks to me anyways..

If you feel that way.. then why do you keep posting threads?
Just stick to threads that are already created =)
People will talk to you and keep you company!
Just breathe!!!!!
It'll be alright.

Ugh... i keep posting theads cuz ppl stop commenting on my old ones and i stay with the ones that i post yea.. but after a few days... it gets old... and o yea.. "just brethe it will be alright" yeeea. uh about that.. uh theirs nothing wrong... i just am sick of trying to make freinds and nothing happends... ugh.. you wouldent know.... no-one dose... i dont fit in anywhere i go.. not even on here where no-one is meant to judge cuz no-one rly knows me.... but ppl still do.. its stupid

Wow, calm down.. as I said before.
Don't think the entire world is against you, that's not true.
I was totally alone whenever I first came onto this site..
You just have to chill, give things time.
Pop into some threads, say hello to people.
You don't HAVE to be the owner of the thread in order for you to talk in it.

I can sometimes keep one going but not often.

Oh yeah..
And if you keep being so negative about everything..
No one will want to be around you =(
Because being with negative people makes you really sad, you know?
And people don't wanna be around others that get them down.

Yea.. mhem.. yup... been their done that i have went into threads and tried to talk to ppl.. but i get ignored... and i dont think the freggin world is against me... and i dont have to give things time to see that i am alone in every situation i am in... this site if run by preppy ppl.. just like the rest of the world... if you try to be different ppl think your weird.. if you try to be normal ppl call you fake... if you try to slow things down ppl say your shy or a loner... if you go around and try to make freinds then ppl say that your a prep or weird.. if your "over freindly" ppl say ur again... fake.. ok... listen i could make this post like a billion miles long talking about the same thing... and yea i am sure your not alone anymore on here cuz your just like the rest of the ppl on here... i only know two ppl who will rly talk to me.. ugh... forget it! if you think i am like crazy or something then dont talk to me if you dont want to!!!!

And i am not trying to be all negitive and stuff.. i am just speaking reality.. and how ppl treat me!!!

Oh, don't flip out on me now.
I am just giving you advice, but you're just acting as bad as the "people" you're talking about and juding me right off the bat.
And yeah, I'm not alone anymore.
Because I became a member of the threads, really talked to people, actually let them know I was happy to have friends and they wanted me to hang around them.
And this site isn't being ran by "preppy people" either.
The guy that owns it is from another friggin country!
And have you even seen the people on here? We're all unique in our own ways.

Yea... ok... well i am not juding you! i am just putting my opinion in... if it even counts for anything... i am not trying to hand out an argument.. i am just saying that.. seems like ppl dont talk to the "dark" ppl on here you never rly see them on threads.. i swear i am like the only one... and every time i try to put my two cents in to any situation i get rejected.. just like outside of this website.. you know that thing they call the real world... i only have one true freind.. and i dont even get to see her... cuz she moved.. so i am all alone everywhere i go.. you wouldnt understand my pain nor fustration when coming or going into any situation!!!! and yea ppl on here are diffrent.. but seems like their is allways some kind of line some kind of border that we all have to resign to or follow.. i am sick of it!!!

O am uhh mike .. yea tell me if your just so great at helping ppl.. how am i sopossed to not pay attention to my peers when every day i pretty much am told it wouldent matter if i was to just drop dead.. it wouldent matter if i commeted suside.. HOW AM I MEANT TO JUST IGNORE THAT

Wow.. you shouldn't say things like that.
I know what pain and frustration is.
My best friend DIED whenever I was in 8th grade. Not only him, but also another friend died with him.. in a car accident. You wanna talk about pain, yeah, that was pain.
And Mike is right, you shouldn't suck up or pretend to be something you're not.

Have you ever seen Mina, Skyler, Auzy??
They are all people with a dark look to them..
But they've managed to become very popular, so you shouldn't use that as an excuse.
Okay.. well, I'm going to bed.
Later.

Ugh.. whatever.. yea i know how it feels to lose someone 9 of my closest and dearest freinds have committed suside... and every one just tells me that i am gonna be the one in line after them.. and they honestly dont care and i am not just saying that thats what they say.. i just dont care anymore why should i .. no-one elese does.. sometimes i feel as though i should just give up.. and i am not using cliques and an excuse.. it is just honestly how i feel bout things.. and i am so tired of being upset and breaking down and having to make myself numb so i feeel better..

I just want someone that wont ignore me or.. judge me i am sick of allways being under someones opinion i am so sick of pain and feeling bad.. and feeling like i have to.. i can break down and build back up again... so i can feel whole.. i am sick of ppl just thinking that i am a negitive person and this is all i talk about and that i do nothing but wollow in self pity.. so yea.. i am just sick of being deppressed and i dont know how to get out of it