Its hard to explain..

But have you ever found yourself going through a period where you're like spiritually disconnected with the world around you? Like, as though, you've stopped but the world keeps turning?

I don't really know how to express it in words exactly, but its as though I've severed all connections with reality and have left my mind in suspended animation.

I find my self questioning things I know I'll never find the answers to, such as questions of God, and the meaning of life, and feel as though the answers are truely right before me, but still out of reach. Its kinda of like a cursed itch that will never be scratched.

I've found myself meditating a lot more lately, lost in strange trances, and walking away with unclear messages and dialogues, and it eats at me that I cannot make sense of the chaos.

Its like, mentally, I'm being tested by something greater, but it only seems to be weighing me down.

I'm ranting perhaps? Any thoughts.

Trapped in the void I call it lol But yes, I think in some form we all hit this point in our lives. We are questioning creatures, life is chaos at it's finest, sometimes it is good to disconnect and explore on your own. Meditation is a great way to do that, it really opens the mind, eventually you learn to make sense of it.

Thanks :)

Its strange, I find myself going through stages like this very often, with each message eventually fading away, and reoccuring a few months down the road.

I guess what you say holds true. Perhaps I'll make sense of it when I'm ready.

Leth:
I too have felt like this. I thought that when I shut myself from all drama and problems I didn't need that it would go away. It has just gotten worse. I know the feeling and I also know how hard it is to explain. Like you're numb and can hear stuff yet don't know what it it. To ask questions that you think are omportant yet are not able to find answers. Life just doesn't seem to be a part of you. To some this is rambling. But to me it is just part of how I constantly feel. Like in a trans or something..

Yeah i get like that sometimes too
tis strange...

xx

Ivelived like it fir 5 months its kinda strange upsetting and infuriating for a while but since i found no way to stop it i lived alonside it ... peace love and light