Im crying indside...

People knows im a happy person... but yeah coz they look me seem so happy outside, easy going, always smiling but deep inside my heart filled of depression that its hard to express to anyone! only GOD knows how my heart is crying inside!

to all readers out there:

have u ever been felt ur all alone when u've got some trials ?

... hmm everytime i suffered this! i always thinking that EVERYTHING HAPPENS HAS A REASON then i will be ok but in the next other day, i questioned a lot why what is the reason why it happens then?

well im hoping that this reason is for the better why it happens so untill now i never forget this words i had already keep it in my mind that no matter how i hardly suffered any struggles i know EVERYTHING HAPPENS HAS A REASON!

but still im crying inside but i am trying so hard to release this pain inside...

sorry everyone this is only the way how i express what i feel coz im really depress.

thanks for reading

Well i guess u are absolutely right! maybe i just needed some place or somethings that it can distract all my badly thoughts in life..

i almost forgotten that life is wonderful,, im not actually that very sad person but there are most of the days that i had suffered a lot of struggles and sometimes im almost feel so down.

thanks alot!

I really try to believe everything happens for a reason i really do but soem situations can be so overwhelming its ok to let it out every once in awhile you know....gosh these past few weeks have been horrible for me and i just found out my friend dies ......i know things are hard and you feel really alone.....i know what its like to be crying on the inside. trust me.....my friends dont really see the real sad me because i dont want them to worry i save my tears when i am alone

"just once I'd love to be thoughtless and live life nonchalantly"

^Me too. (Doesn't everyone?) I wish my mind would just shut down sometimes. I think far too much and can never get all the answers anyways.
Honestly, the only answer I can come up with is to find something to do that will distract you. It's not a solution really, just kind of an escape. Also, writting out all my thoughts down helps me. I don't know, for some reason when it's out on paper it easies it a bit. But I think deep thinkers will always be deep thinkers. There's isn't a way out of this, just the hope that someday those thoughts will take us somewhere positive.
Good luck! =]
--Viola

Well life seems to be like this..

its so hard to release this pain inside... bu i believe i can survive and move on someday.. so i accept all this trials and i take it as a challenge in m life

thanks everyone ! untill now im so sad but i will be fine and fine ...

love lots,
SWeet lig

I am very like that. so i know what u mean. I overthink and anaylize everything and sometimes that makes me make something out of nothing.
it sucks sometimes but be strong.

xx

Thank u so much .....

Just express ur self to sum1 and tell them how u feel and yes that is true everythin has itz reasons...but dont be sad...sometimes i think to myself and i say why should i b sad or y should i cry...lifez to short..and we dont c that or think about that...

I kn how you feel don't hold in ur felling it will kill you inside

I was there. I was left completely alone once because of one of my best friends(long story) and then once because I couldn't decide who I am. I am still at the end of the second one. Im not sure who I am, but I hold everything it. I dont break down in front of anybody, and theres now two people that care. I just can't open up and trust them completely. I want more than anything to be able to, but I just cant.

Actually I am not onlt crying from the inside I am dying.It's really painful.

Oh no im here i go again... im crying indside.... very

Im the same way everybody knows me as lil miss happy go lucky miss perky and bubble but when im alone or with Will I cant tell anybody anything im too scared to i hide who i am too not to menchine holding my emotions in which sucks and can be very hard to do at times but at least I have him

Yes!
i also feel the same way!
you know i just..........
cry in my bedroom..........
until now
hahahahaha
i just cried a few hours
hehehe
and that time it's because of love!
hahahahahaha
well every trial makes us a better person
always keep that in mind ok?
bye bye