Maybe cutting isnt so bad??

my view on my cutting is that some day I will be so much better off than I am now, and I'll look at my arms and see my scars and they will humble me because i will be able to remember how rought life has been at one time.

Hey, I decided a couple of weeks ago that I have enough scars to remind me, so It's been the longest two weeks of my life, but i'm not planning on doing it again. I will if I need to, but I'm not planning on it.

Shantelle- I cut because drugs can kill your brain cells and impair judgement, drinking makes you sick and also impairs your judgement. Cutting just helps me because sometimes, I get so frustrated that all of this bad energy just feels like its too big for my body and i can't get it out so cutting gets it out. I have no intention of cutting too deep. Im sorry about your cousin, some people get carried away and its sad, not everyone cuts to kill.

Laura- My best friend told on me a month or so ago for cutting, so the other day when I saw deep deep cuts on her wrists I told on her. Her mom threatens to send her to an insane asylum, but I figure that if she's cutting that deep, she probably needs to be there, and I'd rather know she was getting help than have her end up dead knowing that i could have said something.

...my friend's mom beats the shit out of her anyway (the one that told on me), my only other "friend" told me i was stupid for doing it (not helpful at all!) and then she told people who had no business knowing that I cut, where, when, why, how. She cuts too and expects me to keep my mouth shut about it. I will, just to be the better person. I stole her blade from her so she couldnt cut. I didnt use it cuz it looked gross.

its not really all that bad. its a way to vent and forget the pain for a whil its the only way to live for some people it becomes very addictive after just the first one.