Meatballs! Over here!

Sierra
I hear savvi isnt coming to visit this summer? Bummer. Yep. My reaction is disappointment and bummer. However, if YOU decide to tell me that ur not coming to visit either then my reaction would be to punch a small child and knock over an elderly person out of depression. So please, for the sake of the citizens, make sure your plan isnt changing.

:)

Lmfao nope!
I still definitely plan on coming!!
Why did Savannah say she couldn't come?
Julia is going to be pissed lmfao she was dead-set on it.
I'm coming though!!!! I think I'd drop dead of disappointment and self-inflicted diseases if I found out I couldn't!!!
We have to set the dates though!! SERIOUSLY!!!

Woooo sisi your post made me REAALLY excited hahaha! I'm super duper excited hehe yup let's set the dates NOW tonight are u working later? Cause if ur not u should definately come online after school and we'll set some dates! Sav said she stopped working 32 hours a week, needs to pay for a car etc. Ohh man I wish it was summer right now I LOVE YOU MUCHOOOOOO

KERRI darling IM SORRY u must be sad. But you've got us Hun!! AND WE LOVE YOUUUU whats it like being home?

I think we should make Tyler a Meatball Hoagie :)

See are u and donnie back together?

NO WE ARE NOT
And I don't have any immediate plans to go back to him either. xD

Goodo chicko

=]

WHERES KERRI

and Tyler get ur ass back here haha

im going to bed, im sleeeeeeeeeeeepy.

peace out Hoagies

Aww babe!
i was only with sisi for a month and i was still depressed! so i cant imagine how upsetting it must be to be alone after SEVEN months! That sucks girl, im sorry.
when you next gonna see her u think??
love youu girly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EEKS! Third page, ya'll! THis is SAD!
haha
i love you both!!
I hope you're alright Kerri! Just hang in there, everything will be fine, babe. =]
I lurve you bothes!!

Love and romance is back!
not that i ever went in there
maybe i should start going all in there and shizzle
LOL that sentence was fun to type.
hey hey hey
i took a sleeping pill last night and slept like a baby it was glorious! LA LA LA =]
Im at school
and im really bored
im doing psychology coursework STILL, ive handed it in like ten thousand times and he keeps giving it back to me with changes to make for fooks sake.
i have like a zillion things to do and to remember. and i cant remember any of them.
IM NEVILLE! i need a rememberall
xoxox

AWW BABAYYYY#
hang in there chick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WELCOME BACK TYLER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =]
do u love my enthusiasm???????????????!!!!!!!!!!!
=]
im happy

WHO WANTS PIE

OH ITS GOING GREAT.
How's it going with everyone else?
Oh i'm completely happy to love Calum.
Oye. he's adorable and he makes me happy.
Oh oh oh.
I could sing a song about him.
Oh oh oh.
xD
i love you all mucho grande!
GEO I CANT WAIT FOR THIS SUMMER!!!!!

WHOA
how'd that happen?!?!
I love you Kerri..you okay?

Holy _shizzle_!!
That's...wow
intense stuff, Kerri!!!
I hope you're okay!
I hope your mom is okay!
I love you, deary!!
Please be okay.
Yeah. I'd be PISSED at your mom if she got back with that dumb_shizzle_.
Ughhhhhhh
she's a dumb_shizzle_ too!!
fafdj;afka;jfkla
-hugs Kerri-
It's okay sweetie pie

Omngooosh ker thats AWFUL!!!!!!!!!
wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwah.
what a PRICKCKCKCC!!!
argh
how can she possibly get back with him.
how longs is he in jail for?????
goodnesss meeeeeee,
i love you babe

Im sorry ker.

Im going to bed
havent spoken to u guys all weekend! hope everyones okayyyyyyyy

=]

wheres tyler

Dang.
work is exhausting.
but i'm hanging in there. =\
I love you alls!!!

Whoop i just passed the theory part of my driving test!
=]

This is not acceptable.

THIRD PAGE.

Goodbye
the end
el fin

No excuse.

talking to oneself is always fun.

LMFAO
I love Publix...
I love the look on people's faces when they're buying laxatives..
they look at you, look away nervously...and when I hold their box of poop-liquifiers, they start to fidget..
and what's funny is...
I ask them, "Would you like to hold onto your laxatives or would you like them in a bag?"
lmfao!!
At which point, they start to panic..
and they just snatch them and stuff them in their purses or a bag or something.
But I think it would be AWESOME to have someone who openly displays that they've bought laxatives.
Oh boy oh boy...that'd be awesome.

He'd pass someone on the way to his car and the other person would go, "Dude are those laxatives?" And he'd say, "Why yes they are. This wonderful girl Sierra just sold them to me."

At which point...
my life will be complete.

LMFAOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

thats so funnyyyyy sisi.
I'LL OPENLY BUY SOME FROM YOU IF IT WOULD COMPLETE YOUR LIFE.

=]

Ew.
I was thinking earlier..
how I've never had to sell anybody condoms before..
and that made me really happy...
because not everyone on planet earth is having sex.
And I was just thinking the other day how awkward it would be...
And sure enough, today, this boy comes in and buys condoms and I was so nervous..
he bought condoms and a coke-a-cola.
And I asked him if he wanted to hold onto them or put them in a bag lmfao.
Except I was so freaked out, I couldn't speak.
I just threw his condoms in a bag and tossed his soda at him. lmfao I had no idea what to do. I was freaked.

And Geo...
you left me a message earlier..
you were creeped out???

Yessss!!! I was alooone and there were noises!!! Then alarms went off and I peed my pants a little.

I'm cool now! Guess what

I've lost 17 pounds :)

Omg that does sound scary!!! haha well damn. =\

UGHHH
i feel so sick
=\

I partied all night with Megan, Jessica, Jeremy, and this guy from work named Chris..
My god I drank so much.
And I smoked even more, I do believe.
So my head is STILL spinning. My stomach is hurting. And they have cats, so now my face is feeling horrible. UGGGGGH!!!

I'm alive........

-pokes Carlee-

-whispers to Geo- I think she's a mirage...

0.o

HOLY MOLY!!!!!!!!!!!11
SHES HERE
AM I DREAMING

I think you are.
It's not possible that she remembered us.
She's gone.
She's been gone.
For so long...
Dead-like.
We never meant ENOUGH to her.
We were just here for her entertainment.
Until she got bored of us.
It's just not possible, Geo.
I bet you it's a mirage.
Moving on.

=]

My tummy hurts.
But I had a great Saturday night...just wish I could remember it. =\

And I've got work again tonight. Poopie.
But I don't have work tomorrow night or the night after. YEAH! xD

Wow. you all SUCK.
2nd page?
Go kill yourselves.
I JOKE I JOKE.

And hey I just noticed..
they deleted Kerri again.
Not cool =\
Ah well. She'll make a comeback, I'm sure.

HEY KER!
HEY SISI!

omgogmgomgg i went to Birmingham university today to look round and
OH MY FREAKING JESUS AND MARY
I LOVE IT SOOOO MUCH.
thats where im going.
that is what im doing.
there is my life.
LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U

so funny tho
omgomg

i made a friend, Shona, and her and I walked together to the lecture room to have a talk from the english department about our course and what it involves etc. and the talk was about 45 minutes long, discussing what we'd do on the course, what books we'd be studying and with the creative writing part of it, what we'd be expected to write etc. and at the end of the talk we were given the opportunity to ask questions, and this smarty pants sitting next to me who was taking notes ALL thru the lecture had like 15 questions lmao but when SHE'D finished, this dorky kid at the front stood up (which no1 else had done) and i swear he was mildly retarded, and he went "yes, so yes, hmm i was wondering actually, yes i was wondering...if i take this english literature and creative writing course.......would i have to read?"

Shona and I died. we actually had choke ourselves with our fists to stop laughing lmaooooooooooo

LMFAO LMFAO LMFAO that IS hysterical babe hahahahahaha
omg

haahahha

BUT
I got the next CUTESTESTESTEST message on myspace from Calum tonight. Made my horribly depressing, shitty, anxious, unbelievably torturous day seem so much better....

and this is what he wrote:

"ahhhhhhhh ineedtoleaveyouamessagequicklybeforeipeemyPANTS!!!!

Ihavenoideawhyidecidedtodothisatthismomentbutihaveandnowimre
gretingit!!!!! -pause-

ahh :]
all better. excuse the lack of spaces there. sometimes you just gotta message sie right before your bladder explodes for reasons you dont quiet understand LOL

20/3/08 UPDATE:

scene 1 Act 1:

Calum scuffles around the stockroom at 8am, tired, lonely and quiet - - entirely in his own head at this point - -

CALUM: (thinks) --and thats what happens, its that very thing that no movie points out about love. after the novelty wears off then a relationship can take one of 2 turns. the first being that it evolves to a state where they literally grow on eachother and become best friends as well as lovers or it can alternativly take a nose dive.
statistically? about 80% of relationship take the dive. and thats where i ended up.

Calum takes bags of rubbish outside and dumps it, continues thinking;

CALUM: (thinks) -- is the reason we fell apart and nothing got resolved. i felt so trapped and i couldnt be free regardless how much i loved her at the time. But now there is sierra. (brief pause of thought).. i've never been able to just be myself around someone like that before. She LETS me be me. and thats so unbelieveably rare considering its never been a luxury before. and that other bitch?? well yeah, i tried to be me but she closed me off. sierra opens me up sooooo much and im not in the least bit afraid to tell her who i am and what i am. more than anything, that makes me feel so special. i love sierra for that. And because of the simple fact that she's like that too. She is the personification of an unatainable girl i tried to picture but couldnt believe was real,,,not for a second.
its VERY rare that someone inspires me. and she does. We both share a passion for life. and its so pure.
will our novelty wear off??? i think its impossible. if i think about her and me in the future then all i can see is us being with eachother somewhere where we dont know where we are, yet having so much fun because thats exactly where we want to be. Lost in an unfarmiliar place somewhere in canada with nothing but eachother and a bottle of rum.

I trust her.

Thats also a huge deal. just that sentance is a huge deal. Im not afraid of anything if shes there and thats so untangible. shes like all the strong characteristics a human needs to be happy and she projects it into my soul.

they havent made a word yet which describes sierra. maybe if there was a word then it would just be called "sierra".

we're a big deal.

Calum continues working.

that is probably half of a convo i had with myself today. i just thought id share it with you because thats the kind of thing that goes through my mind when your not there. especially at work because theres so much time to think and its really quiet. i work alot of stuff out when im there.
You help me be a better person and i feel like you somehow give me apyphanys when i think about you. your a special lady.

i love you sierra. xxxxxxxx
xxx
<3"

I swear to god this boy is the best thing that's happened to me in so long.
Never heard something so sweet in my LIFE. xD It made me feel so much better about myself RIGHT when I needed it and he didn't even know how badly I needed it...he just did it...

God I love him so much :]

I love you too Geo!! I bought a calling card today!! Imma use it to call you soon!! l;ajdkfj;a xoxoxoxo
bye gorgeous lady

BTW Calum got an account at P&Q

His sn is WhoThisWayComes xD

Thats sooooo insanely sweet hahahaha!!!!! IM DRUNK X

Call call me call me x x x

DUDE
i did something STUPID.
=[

Whats that??

Eeeks third page,

sierra mcgrath.

best friends always have one big secret that will probably come out on a drunken night in Spain right?! lol well what i told u last night is that.
so shh.

Ps.hope ur okay today :) love u

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