So today

[This is my rant] which I'm sure will be deleted, probably, since all my other posts have been. And I don't know why. I think I got an email about me being in violation or something. But I accidently deleted the email. So. .Oopz. .

Anyway. I'm really frustrated with this girl. Like, everyone is selfish, no matter what anyone else thinks. And I am no exception. I can be selfish. But I usually put my friends before myself. Because maybe they're problems are more important than mine, and even if they aren't, it's better to put them first anyway.
But anyway. This girl. Whenever she's in a good mood, I usually don't try to push my problems on to her. Because if she's feeling happy, I don't wanna rain on her parade, you know. So I let her have her moments, ALOT. And it frustrates me that she just. .wants all the attention she can get. I was in thee best mood I've ever been in today. Seriously, I can't remember when I've been so happy and smiley. And I really couldn't get over it. Because, for once, I felt excited about something. But my friend just kept shoving her depression on to me. And now. .My day's just been. .blah.
And it upsets me because she won't let me have my moment. And it bugs me that everything ALWAYZ has to be about her. -sigh-

You shouldn't let her get you down. Friends are there to support each other in times of sadness, gladness, and madness! Just because she vents to you doesnt mean ur mood should go down, afterall, you still had the same day....which was great. Nothing changed.

You're both right. I just liked to talk about how happy I felt. But she told me she didn't wanna listen to it cuz she was upset. And kind of shrugged me off, which bothered me. And yeah, I hardly ever have "happy" days. And the past two days were. .just amazing. I'm very content with my life at the moment, which is rare. I don't want this to end. But happiness is temporary, along with all the other emotions. .Today, I just couldn't stop smiling. And I couldn't help it. I really wanted to scream! But I couldn't do that either. So I had to hold all my excitement in, which was kinda hard. But yeah. :] I'm super extra happy today. :]]

Wow...thats exactly how i feel today...:) (I've been waiting all day so I can go outside and scream!) lol

Tell her to get her ass out of the air because shes just like everyone else and to pay attention to you because thats what normal, interesting people do not try hards

.lol. Thanks. .

And I'm so sick of hearing about her life. Like, she's so. .UGH. There's this kid she likes. And before she found out that she liked him, she's all like "he doesn't like me. .I'm not good enough for him. .I don't have a chance. .blah blah." And now that she knows he likes her, she's all like "why does he like me out of all the other girls? cuz I'm not pretty or smart. I'm an idiot. .blah blah" And I'm just like OH MY GOSH. wtf right?! She got what she wanted and she still has to make it complicated! Grr. .ROAR. .RAWRR.

Lol just next time she keeps rambling in your face. RAWRR in her face and go make JELLY! yay!

Lol. Nice. But not a bad idea. :D:D

Wow, so I just figured out today that this kid that I like is friends with like EVERYONE except me! I know who all his friends are, but I'm not friends with those friends anymore. How messed up right?! lol. And I'm too scared to tell anyone who might be good friends with him and me, because I'm afraid of rejection.

And these girls I'm sort of friends with on my bus. They're buggin me about it too. Because I won't tell them who he is and now they're trying to figure it out. They're naming a bunch of people. But it's just a matter of time before they figure it out. Sigh. I bet he's gonna figure out I like him before I get the chance to meet him. Sigh. How depressing. BUT I'm still in a good mood. :D:D :]]