I died a little inside today because ... [#2]

I died a little inside [yesterday] when he told me the story of his father, how he was pushed off the roof.. and it killed me.. and i wanted to kill his father...

i hate stupid, moronic, closeminded, jerky, loser people...

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It was my b-day and my mom was going to give me a surprize party, dont ask how i knew, and she ended up canceling it.

ok, stop asking, i'll tell you.
i kinda easdroped and overheard her talking about it. and then today i heard her canceling it and i dont even know why.

what did i do wrong?? you may ask.
i have no clue.

I died a little inside today coz my sweetie is sick and I dont like seeing him so sad and sore!

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I died a little inside because our eyes met for a second...but he'll never see how much I really want him back.

I died a little inside today because me and my bf broke up...its so much harder than I thought it would be... and it hurts me so much...

Because there's too many reasons to list. and nobody will ever get them.

Haha. made me laugh.

I died a little inside today coz my mindset sucks MAJOR monkey balls

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I died a little because i realised the girl im crazly in love with doesnt feel the same way back

I died a little inside today because someone I cared about so much told me that he never really cared about me, and a lot more terrible things. It really hurt me and he doesn't care at all.

I died a little inside today because i heard my step dad say i wasnt his daughter.

I died a little inside because I miss him so much... and I thought i could be strong enough to handle our break-up but I just cant take it...

I died a little inside today because i realized that i love him and that i want to be with only him... and i dont wanna have any other kids the one we lost is still fresh in my memory...

Because its been another day without him. each day is torture..i just want a chance to show him love isnt something you need to be cynical about....=[

Because I'm not sure who I am or what I'm supposed to do and its hurting the people I care about

Because i lost an amazing friend...and it's my fault. again.

I died a little inside today because sometimes he thinks I am attacking him when I am not

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I died a little inside today coz i try so hard but sometimes fail
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Because my best friend didnt tell me for a month that she and the guy i like so much actually likes her.

I died a little today because I went to my friend's counselling with her today and sat in during the session.

I died a little inside today b/c i don't think i can love him and that reminds me of the monster inside me

Because i have to be alone and i dont think i really want to.

Because I have to keep these secrets until my twilight hour.....

I died a little inside today because i cant get the images of him and her out of my head

I died a little inside because

it was another day without him.
and
i managed to get through this whole spring break doing almost nothing. minus going to the beach. and no one made any attempt to talk to me at all. it makes me feel..unwanted/unneeded (if that is a word)

Olivia. we're not falling apart. i wont' let us...we'll fall apart together, if we do fall. i promise you that.

i died a little because i wrote a poem that scares me..a lot...

I died a little inside today coz theres always something...

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Cos i realised i have no-one to talk to

I died a little inside today beause it's 112 days til I see him again.

Because I just made a lot of new friends, but I have to leave them when I switch schools.

Because I found out my best friend might be moving.

I died a little inside because i hung out with my ex today. and things went WAY too far...=| and now i feel empty inside. and alone. and like an idiot. and i feel like crying until i die. where i will then burn in hell. for the rest of eternity. where i belong.

Because I cant get him out of my mind...and he acts like nothing ever happened like our relationship never mattered to him....

I died a little inside today because it's affecting me more than ever. I am starting tro really scare myself.

I died a little more because I think I know the reason why it ended... the real reason....

I died little bit today cause, Im trying to let go someone that was my first love, And he really loved me to. And hes the one i love the most in this pathethis world. But it didnt work between us. Ive tried for a year or soo. But now.. is it for real.

Because....................srry guys i don't have a good reason yet but today it is for failing math. And i really like math

I died a little inside...Because I know I cant call him, see him,or talk to him for awhile..just so he can clear his head && decide if he still wants to be with me...Its heartbreaking to sit here && wonder what Im going to do without him in my life. T_T

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I feel the same way like you do. And it sucks, But I can tell you if you talk to him or such thing like that then its never gonna be ok. I think you just have to wait till he says something. I hope for you he wants to be with you. Im waiting for one year now still he says to me yeah i care about blablabla being friends. and then he hates me. And now he can fuck of. I dont care. But he told me today he had loved me. lol. So I wouldn't wait to long..

Because I don't know what to do anymore or how to hide what I'm feeling and it scares me

I died a little inside coz that little voice always pops into my head when everything is going well and makes me think things are not well when they ARE

GRRR
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