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That is what seems to be on my mind. I have questions and no answers. yet even I don't seem to know what the questions are. I don't get life. I feel like I want it to end yet I love it and charish it. I don't want to feel connected with people because of the fact that what we care for and care about is eventually what hurts us. Yet I just want to be held. I just don't understand why I am here...................................................................................................................................

You shouldn't be dwelling on the negatives in your life but look for the positives. yes life's hard and we can be dealt a bad hand but its how we overcome it that matters. there are plenty of people that don't want to die yet have no choice and your talking like you want to end your life. life is what you make and you'll only have a purpose if you take opportunities that come your way. the more you sit feeling sorry for yourself the worse it will be so stand up and be counted.enjoy what you have and what you will gain in the future.

Ok well, thats life. no one quite understands why we're here, thats sort of the point. you just have to go for the ride and enjoy it. live it. love it.

All I know is we are here to live.
when we die we will find out everything.
xx