Sadness....

I feel i was about failing and lost my trust to my self.. i feel i am nothings to do and i am all nothing in this world. eversince i dont have any own decision in my life and i wanted now to make my own decission... coz some people in my life dectates me what to do and what to have, do i have to disagree them and just follow my own thoughts.? coz i guess i have to move on and be my self.. but i just dont like to dissappoint them thats why i keep on listening and do what they want me to do and to have. its really hurts from me deep inside coz i think i dont have any freedom..... i wish i can change my direction in life oneday.. i just dont like that if i follow what i want in life they just gonna blame me that its all my fault coz i dont listened them.

well guys just needed ur own opinion if ur in this case. thanks alot

lpve lots,
Sweet lig

You're 21, people can only control as much as you allow, if you want freedom and you want to make your own choices, do it. If you fail at something, oh well, that's part of life, learn from it and move on. Unless your plan is to embrace freedom by throwing your life away I can't see any bad there. How much longer are you willing to let people dictate what you should do with your own life?

The only person who matters is yourself. and yes people around you who are important express thier oppionions, but they shouldn't force it on you, you are old enough to make you're own choices and if you make mistakes then you make mistakes, thats life. but ultimatly you, and yourself is all that matters.

Yup i agree with sarah. its all up to you in the end.

xx

You shudn't follow what other want, you should be taking the lead in your own life at your age, this should be the time when you most happiest and venturing out on your own being independant when you learn what lifes all about. You say you don't want to dissapoint your family and they'd be upset but if you keep trying to protect them the only person that gets hurt in the end is you. I agree with sarah you should follow what you want to do and if you makes mistakes along the way then so be it you'll learn from that experience. i think you should talk to your family i'm sure that they will understand you need to stand on your own two feet. if they shelter you all your life what will you have when there not there nothing! I hope you make the right choice and do things for you it's not selfish its life good luck huni xxx

Thank u so much guys ur very helping me,,, i guess i should stand on my own feet coz im old enough.. i already argued this to my parents but sometimes its hard to dis obeyed our parents and family but at least i tried and although they angry or upset w/me. but i think i agree w/u all guys so before it si too late and i have a much time to follow all what i want i follow my own decision from now on..

thanks alot guys

love lots,
Sweet lig