Living up to your older sibling

I just found out that I have a 78 in zoology I know that is passing but my brother is a STRAIGHT A student.. and has his own business.. he is the best person and has VERY few flaws but me my parents look down upon me becuase I dont make straight a's i dont have a job and I do nothing expect write poetry, draw. I have no clue what to do I feel my parents hate me ... *cries*

I always felt like I had to live up to my younger sister, she was my dad's favorite, I always felt like he hated me, that wasn't the case though. Sometimes our parents want us to succeed so badly they don't always realize all they are doing is creating walls. Just be honest and do your best.

Yeah i dont think they hate you but sometimes they can put you down in a way coz ur brother is doing well and they might not even realise it. have a chat to them and tell them how well u r doing ur stuff.
if u were like him then u wouldnt be you.

best of luck
xx

I am afriad to talk to them ... becuase they will be like well do better... They are not awere of my feelings...