Final heartbreak

Wow, i have put my heart out there for the last time. my heart cant take it again. this guy i have loved for almost three years, who i have given my all and everything to just fucked me over. he turned into the violent person he said he never would. blaming it all on me. my heart is broken beyond repair. and now im so lost and confused. i just wasted three years of my life. now what. reply if you want, but im so heart broken, its ridiculous. and he is still here i cant make him leave. help someone

"he turned into the violent person he said he never would. blaming it all on me."

That is what abusers do, they always blame the other person. You can't make him leave? Call the cops.

I cant make him leave every part of my life he is involved him. i have always been a strong person who could tell peopel what i feel and think and let everyone know when some one was being hurt and now i dont know who i am i havent told anyone about it. no one, and he keeps apologizing but its just blaming it one me. he is here in my family;s house but i dont know how to tell anyone

The worst thing you can do is keep this kind of thing to yourself, you have to talk to someone and tell someone, I am assuming by your post he hit you, but please correct me if I am wrong. If that is the case, do not let him make you feel guilty for his bad choices.

OUCH that would be horrible to devote yourself and your time to someone for so long
and then have it all thrown back in your face
try and stay strong!!!
its hard but yeah if its really bad call the local authorities!
it horrible what your going through but it takes ALOT of time to get over it. just b prepared.

xx