What the hell is going on!!

  • Gem
    16 years ago

    Argh! i dont know whats wrong with me! ive been very happy go lucky the past few months now all of a sudden, im getting these down spells
    But things are going great!
    I've found a new full time job that i love and is going great which means me and Marcus can start shopping around for a car and a new house.
    I've been getting along with my dad and stepmom recently a lot better, we can actually talk these days
    And i havent had any night terrors or bad migraines for weeks!
    So whats with these down spells where i just want to sit and cry and sometimes do.
    I just don't get it!!

  • Viola
    16 years ago

    Well, hun, maybe things have just been moving too fast lately..or there's too many things that have changed. I'm not sure what to say..but that's how life goes. Sometimes you're up and sometimes you're down. I hope it does get better though. Maybe you can talk to Marcus about it. I assume he knows you a lot better than any of us so he might be able to give you some answers. Take it easy. =]

    --Viola

  • sweet escape
    16 years ago

    I agree with bob up untill the woman comment...but mostly i think it is just a spell. it will pass and the sun will shine again. just keep your head high and dont let it drag you down.

    good luck

  • TwistedAngel xx
    16 years ago

    ^^^
    yeah they said it all really

    you are just surprised everything is actually going well maybe?

    I am finding it hard to get used to everything going well since it wasnt usually the case before
    lol
    neway glad to hear about the job and all that
    zz

  • Gem
    16 years ago

    Thanks everyone. I've suffered from depression for years so i think it's just the fact that everything is going well thats making me feel like this, i don't feel i deserve it all, lol
    If that makes sense, hehe

  • Baby Rainbow
    16 years ago

    Awww, thats not right. you shoudl be happy. aww :(

    hugs and more hugs xx

    perhaps your mind is used to being depressed so with all the things on the up and looking positive it maybe just needs a little time to adjust to it?

    hope things improve xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

    hugs xxxxxxxxxx