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My horrible week came to a close, in the most viscious way possible. My friend had called and me and her were arguing as I was driving home, I pulled into a lot to the right, and finished talking to her, as I was saying by I started to back out and turn to leave, as I drove foreward, (my lights on my car face up, and dont light the road, a problem Ive been trying to fix for weeks but my parents "haven't had the time") and drove into a 70* grade ditch (4-6 ft) head first. Had I not had a seat belt on, the type of car I have I would have gone straight through.

And then as I get home my parents (who still hadn't asked if I was ok considering a substantial limp through the door frame), had broke the news to me that my 3 yr old dog, whom we've had since she was a puppy, has two types of progressive cancer, and will likely die soon.

this whole week just sucked completely, and this was just an hour ago.

Oh jeez. that sucks and a half. just "try to see the positives", although that'll be quite hard.

yeah i'm really not helping.

That sucks majorly.
but you should be happy that the accident wasnt bad and happy you can still spend as much time with the puppy until it passes away and wont be in pain any longer.
and hopefully u fix things with ur friend.
my thoughts r with you
xx

Well thank you,

the only thing is I wish the accident would of. It was something stupid that shoulda been avoided, yet I was able to walk away, I wish I hadnt been able to though. The fact that when my dad got there he just looked at the car and didnt try to see if I was ok, it just bugged me that my personal well-being was on such a low priority.

Yeah the dog was the bigger thing. Like I had already over heard about it, but knowing that the medication we're giving her can't stop it but only post pone it gets to me.

She seems a lil happier now with the meds, but when shes laying down you can just tell by her eyes that shes ready to go.

Ouch...do have anyone you could talk too...who wouldn't like totally back fire one you

I am sry to hear that things are going so badly for you.
i hope everything works out but if your dog really looks like that and you know that she is going to die soon anyway. why make her suffer anylonger? you have to know that she is in pain....she is just slowly ding before your eyes. it may be best to have her put down and soon...it would help her and you . you could then remember her while she was in her prime as your last thought of her instead of having your last thought of her being watching her die.
i cant believe your parents didnt ask if you were ok. that is horrible. you are ok tho right?
hope everything works out for you.
i send my best wishes.

Sorry to hear about that, i think i know how you are feeling, my rents dont care what happens, i was in hospital for about 3-4days and not one of them came in im only 16.
my dog got hit by a car last year, i didnt get to say good bye,
spend the time that you have with your dog and ensure that your dogs last few hours etc are happy and think that there will be no more pain after.

hope your ok
god bless

I am so so terribly sorry man. these are horrible things to through. if u ever want to talk u can message me or something.

keep ur chin up

i know it sounds dumb but this too shall pass and you will soon see a brighter day