My dad....

I need some advice....my dad is always rude to me beating me, and insulting me. Then acts like he did nothing wrong...like he never said that stuff to me. He talks about how bad I am in my face but when someone out of the family is present he calls me his precious daughter. He wonders why I cut, why I write suicidal poems, why I always have tears down my face when I'm around him...he WONDERS why I dont talk to HIM. He pushes me into horrible situations and makes me want to die and he KNOWS it yet still does it to me. I've had offers from friends to live with them but they don't get that I can't let him do it to the rest of my family. That I rather be beaten to death by him then have him do it to my loved ones. What do I do....I can't leave and I can't bare to stay with him any longer. I want to die with all my heart but then if I die he'll turn on the rest. I can't go on any longer like this WHAT do I do in this situation because I am so confused and hurt.
-Spike

This sounds like something that happened to a friend of mine - she was going to come and live with me but she's not old enough to leave without her parents permission, and her mum didn't really believe her. The only things i can really suggest are perhaps Kids Help Line or other advice help lines, or talking to your mum about getting some help..

sorry i couldn't help more,

xx, PorteR

I think you need to tell someone- a teacher/or like porter said- a help line. It's going to be your best chance.

Sorry we can't say much more than this but I really hope it all gets sorted for you soon. Please keep your head up :-) x

I've been there my dad use to beat me when he got real angry doesn't do much of it anymore but if u ever need to talk email me at armyfantic4u@yahoo.com.I want u to know that u can talk to me anytime u feel like talkin.I'll listen to what u have to say.If u can't reach me at my yahoo address u can reach me at a_hopless_romantic98@msn.com

Hey you shouldnt have to live threw that it is no way to live he has no right to beat you... you need to talk to the police or somebody that can get him some help witch is obviouosly what he needs ... please you need to stand up for your life and let him know that he cannot do that to you...

GOOD LUCK
candi

Stand up against him and fight back, you shouldn't have to live threw that and plus if he gets bored with that he might get into more serious stuff like rapping you if he hasn't already. Email me if ya wanna talk. acusack89@yahoo.com

FalliciousVandetta - Thats heart breaking hun you shouldn't blame yourself. Many precautions your mum could've taken to ensure she didn't have you, you didn't ask to be here hun don't blame yourself for what in reallity is your mothers issue...