Kayla
17 years ago
Here we go again, guys! |
StandStill
17 years ago
I'm recklace. and i have a soul. |
StandStill
17 years ago
Lol. i'll help you...hmm |
StandStill
17 years ago
Lol. don't forget my popularity *rolls eyes* jk jk jk. |
StandStill
17 years ago
Hey rach....i just got out of the shower. we still going to dennis chaves? |
StandStill
17 years ago
Sorry rach that i'm ditchin ya. i'm so tired today, i wudn't be much fun anywho. :( |
StandStill
17 years ago
Lol. kayla, this is my friend. from reality. |
StandStill
17 years ago
Haha. she's the one who took the new picture of me. *whispers* rachel, can i use ur real name? |
StandStill
17 years ago
Kk. |
StandStill
17 years ago
Lol. |
StandStill
17 years ago
Which two? i know she spilled bout the poems...what's the other? |
StandStill
17 years ago
About who she likes or about who she said she liked? |
StandStill
17 years ago
Haha. marisa's ALWAYS in trouble...in more ways than one generally. |
StandStill
17 years ago
Which poem on ophelia's? |
StandStill
17 years ago
She does write those poems at night. i cry a lot when i write my poems. because it hurts. you are acknowledging the truth when you write something that horrible. you're recognizing that you thought up something that horrible. |
StandStill
17 years ago
You don't have to understand. you just have to let us do it that way. it's how it works for us. and as our friend, you just have to be there, the way you have been. you can't panic over poems that we write, because a lot of the time they're fiction.' |
StandStill
17 years ago
Nobody is as strong as they seem, hun. i have break downs. i just don't let people see them. you could ask jesse (don't lol) or stormyangel. it's just easier for me to break down to people who don't know me as well. people i don't have as much history with. and i admire you for being able to break where i can't. i want to be able to break in front of you guys, but i can't. i've been hurt by too many friends (not saying you guys would hurt me, i know you wouldn't. but it's an instinct now) |
StandStill
17 years ago
Eric is a waste of your time and energy. it might take you a while to see it how i do. (lol). |
StandStill
17 years ago
Tell Marisa you don't want to be his friend. you need to put up with him, simply for the sake of her. and you could blame her, i suppose. you don't have to be friends with him, not now, not ever. he won't help you, rach. he's only going to hurt you. |
StandStill
17 years ago
Kk |
StandStill
17 years ago
I don't honestly think they're poems. |
StandStill
17 years ago
I thnk people would understand the top layer. they'd see what i let them see. i have enough control over myself to break when i want to. it scares me when people can see that much of me. poems are part of my soul. that sounds stupid and cheesy, but it's true. and nobody will give me a piece of their soul in exchange. |
StandStill
17 years ago
No. i understand that. my feelings were hidden. until i wrote them down. and then they just started surging out. and now they won't stop. and i understand acutely hwo i feel. and i hate it. |
StandStill
17 years ago
I dunno. we all live life differently. we all feel things differently. i miss being that happy. i do, honestly. |
StandStill
17 years ago
Hello there. ^_^ |
StandStill
17 years ago
Even optimists fall occasionally. |
StandStill
17 years ago
Who's the optimist you're thinking of? |
StandStill
17 years ago
I'm a realist. and i know optimists cannot be happy always. i've seen optimists have break downs. i've seen optimists sad. |
StandStill
17 years ago
I'm fine, thanks. |
StandStill
17 years ago
Bye rach. |
StandStill
17 years ago
Haha. my spanish teacher scares me too. but the student teacher rocks. ^_^ |
StandStill
17 years ago
It's like, a teacher who's learning to be a teacher. in college i guess. but she has to come teach our class for a while. which is cool. |