Just need to get it out....

I just need to get this out, I can't tell anyone I know, so I'm just going to say it on here to avoid crying and letting it show. The guy I really, I mean really like got a girlfriend. I saw them today and I had to sit there with them for an hour until my mom was finished doing something. I just feel really sick to my stocmach, im confused because I didn't think this would bother me (considering I saw it coming) and I didn't think I liked him this much I can't even explain this feeling. But I'm happy for him. I know how hard it is for him to let his feelings show. I'm really happy for him, it just hurts. I know I will get over it, but right now I just need to talk/write it out, so thanks for listening/reading, even though I don't know you. :) It means a lot.

Thanks. :) I needed to hear that. It just hit me really hard because I was really excited yesterday before I saw them. I was going to tell him why I was excited, then I saw he was busy, and I went from being extremely happy to feeling like I wanted to throw up. But for the next few days I am going to be really busy with hardly any time for myself. lol so I will be able to keep my mind off it. Thanks for your support. You seem really really nice. :)

Thats a gd idea, just focus your mind on other things, keep yourself busy and look after yourself well.
Good luck with everything.
xx