Gotta choose between 2 options

Ive been true a lot with this ex friend, First he was my boyfriend but we broke up. Than we where best friends. But the best friend part changes we got fight.. a lots of fights.. one in two weeks.. But that was a little bit my fault cause I still had feelings for him. and he had never really loved in the first place. at least that is what I think. But he was my first real boyfriend. And I loved him so much. I couldnt handle it when he ignored me. He got angry at me all the time. I got angry with cause of his behavior.. But it got worser. The fights where getting bigger, It looks like we are enemy's many people says to me. to leave it alone, But always when I try to move on. And ignore him. for two weeks or so. he try to contact me. And want to be friends.. And than we try and we get a fight again.. Now we have tried aa 50 times or soo :S

The last time was today. He just started talking like nothing happened. But i cant pretend like nothing happened. so I sad 'I hate you' He says he doesnt care what I say or think or feel for him. But suddenly he gives me 2 option.. option 1: Being friends and try again but this time seriously without fights. Or option 2: never see eachother again, no contact, no fighting. nothing.

But I cant choose. Cause when I choose option 1, maybe i will fall in love again, and harder for me to let him go. And it will hurts me a lot more than it hurts me now i think.
But If I choose option 2, I will never see him again. And I cant live without him. So that would be hurting me to..

So have anyone any idear what the best option is? Anyone any advice for me?

He had gave me 2 days to think about it. And Im lost now. I dont know what to do :S

Help.

I agree with Jarred.
personally if i love someone I never fall for anyone else. so out of the two theres gotta be one you love more and it shouldnt be so hard.
but gd luck neways

xx

Follow your heart...

That's wierd my friend had the exact same prob a week ago, I told her if you really love him get back together, they tried and had another fight, so now they broke up and she doesn't see him no more, she's soo sad she can't focus in school... the thing that makes her situation different is that her best friend was the one who broke them up because according to her she loves him, I never expected that from her, but the other day I saw her and she wasn't the person I first met, she had a cold evil look in her eyes.

Anyway, I don't think being friends will solve it, never does.... so you either have to live with him being out of your life or you have to go back to dating... trust me being friends doen't work.

Tnx for the advice people..

I've made my dissision ;)

Option 2: Never being friends anymore, Never seeing each other.. only i see him at school sometimes -.-

He said to make an option and after that he invoited me at school and ignores me.. Well thats stupid right? Thats not wanna be friends.. I hate it. So he can fack of ;) Maybe I'll hate him someday o.O

I hope you people gonna be fine.. So as I read you've also problems :( You could talk about it ;) Not that you all think that Im only thinking about myself. Thats not true.

Good luck to you all.

Good girl!! yay! you listened to me.
i'm so sorry though, hun.

Hehe he told me what he really thought all the time.. He said he'd always cared about me and saw me as best friend. no matter how much fights we have. I was so hard to him. all the time I said I dont care and such things like that. he almost cried.. But later I said to him, I cant take all this shit and fight and trying anymore. So it's to late. and he said. It's okay I accept it. And I was going offline.