What Do You Hate About You [Vent]

~I hate how i cant forgive myself for what everyone else has forgiven me for...
~I hate how i don't trust myself
~I hate how i'm impulsive
~I hate how i can only hate the way i am, but can never find the courage to hate WHO i am...

I hate my self for i cant control my anger. i m so stupid sometimes ..cant help it..

I hate that when i be nice, caring towards people i get it thrown back in my face
I hate that i have no confidence in my self
i hate how i am
i hate that i love him and that he will never know that!!
i hate that i get by a guy that doesnt know i love him so much!

I hate how easily i fall and can never get back up to my feet. i hate my low self confindence and how i always put my self down

I hate myself for being so soon pissed of to the ones I love, Cause of that I was pissed for one stupid little thing me and my bf broke, and thats something I never will forgive myself. And I hate im scaring the people off, I better cant love someone before they leave forever, And I hate myself for the way I look, the way I act, the way I walk, I hate myself for beeing such a noob, I must be glad that the one I love the most havent ran away, Ive said terrible things I didnt mean :(

I hate that i can't do anything right...or least it seems that way..I hate that I can't be there for my friends.
I hate this feeing that i having.

I hate that i am weak, that i can't do anything right, i hate having to pretend to be happy

Zits

I hate my body. I'm Chinese, aka "yellow" to racists. I have pimples everywhere. I'm short. There are other stuff about my body, but I'll refrain from saying.

I hate my shyness. Aisians are apparantly more reserved than people from the rest of the world, or so they say. I can't mingle with other people; talk with them, etc.

Wow this is depressing.

I hate the fact in the early days i lied to my gf before we went out and after about 5 months i told her the truth we still went out but i hate that i cant escape my past i wish i could live it over

I hate being constanly ridiculed at school because i wear hearing aids. i hate how i have never had a girlfriend. i hate how i try my best in everything i do and it still feels like it isnt good enough. i hate how i look and feel weak. i hate life but i constantly try to live through it because i keep telling myself it will get better

I hate being fat
i hate it constently affecting my life
i hate my lack of confidence
and my self insecurites
but i supose wihtout them i would be extreamly arrogant
i hate my looks
i hate my lack of enthusiasm

I hate my past
i hate racist people
i hate back stabbing friends
i hate guys that cheat
i hate how people always point the finger when things go wrong !!!!!!!!!!!

I hate how I get left out, but even more than that I hate how its usuallt my fault! Y can't I just jump up and run off with my friends and have a good time!

I never say what i want to.
i have never told anyone.
i am never allowed to say how i feel.
the only good traits i have are trying to be funny and spelling okay.
i do nothing worth doing.
i always feel inadequate.
i wish people liked me more.
i'm annoying and needy and even though i pull back i'm probably the most irritating person in the world.
i do things for everyone else and it is never appreciated.
i am always angry, pessimistic, negative, depressing, anxious, nervous and worried.
i always find something to complain about.
i usually dont like myself at all and wish i could take back everything i say.
nothing is ever good enough.

I hate how I squish my pimples...
I hate not being able to speak French.
I hate not being able to speak with more than one person at a time.
I hate my skin color.

I hate the way i look
I hate how when i feel as if someone is pushing me away i push them away
I hate how i find it hard to trust people
I hate how i can be really mean somtimes
I hate how im so lazy
I hate how ill never be what people want me to be
I hate the fact that i cry so much
I hate how i always fall for the one person who never wants me
I hate when i think im so alone

The only thing i hate.

Is when im weak.

The only thing I hate is my insecurity.

I'm always doubting myself and wondering if anyone in particular hates me... even if nobody hates me at all!

I don't hate :)
hate is too easy.

I hate how some people get everything so easily and how what we want is never good enogh. For once in my life, I want my opinion to matter.

I hate how i cant ever have real friends all of them are jerks and whether i find that out 3 years later or 1 year later its true.

I hate not being able to be who i am and not care so much of what other people think of me.

I hate the scars on my left hand.

I hate that most of my friends are extremely selfish & stuck up.
I hate that I put up with it & get treated like crap because of it.
I hate that people make me feel dumb when it takes a lot to make myself believe I'm not.
I hate that I don't have confidence.
I hate that I'm scared now to be in a relationship because of how many times I've been hurt before, yet deep down I know he is a really good person and won't do the same.
I hate that I don't have self control in certain aspects.
I hate how emotional I am.

My looks and my smile. lol. I want a new one =)

I know that some people lie to me but I don't face them and keep acting like there is nth wrong with this and that is what I hate about me.

I hate that i need him
and that my legs are too long
and that i cant gain weight >_<

I hate that I've lost so much trust

especially that I've lost my own self trust.

But hopefully, one day I'll earn it back, when I deserve it. When I'm not lying to myself in any way, when I can keep my own promises to myself, when I can control myself... When I deserve it, I hope I'll trust myself then.

I hate that nomatter what happens when things get tough i always turn to him, and things always go to far given we are both in new relationships and when he sees how i am blames himself for ruining what we had.

I hate that no matter what I do in life, even if i had everything I will always wonder.. 'What if'

I hate that I enjoy hating people.

I hate my allergies -- They get worse every year .
&& This year, I have rashes on my face T_T

And I hate that I'm too lazy to get up and exercise :D

But I love everything else.

I hate that I can be heartless a lot of the time and emotions just dont affect me much anymore.

I just hate about me everything

Heres a list!! =D:

I hate how I can never see the good in people
I hate how I'm so selfish
I hate how sometimes I feel so empty
I hate how I hurt people sometimes
I hate how I always want to be loved but I can never love someone back
I hate how sometimes I can't tell the different between right and wrong
I hate how I never seem to be able to tell anyone the truth of how I feel
I hate how sometimes I want people to feel sorry for me and when they don't I hate them
I hate how I always expect people to understand how I'm feeling
I hate how I always say things that sound so harsh an know that they may hurt people
I hate how I don't have the courage to say how i really feel
I hate how I don't have the courage to stand up for someone
I hate how I can never stop myself from cutting anymore
I hate how I seem to be losing control of my life
I hate how I can never be happy with what I already have
I hate how I always have to force on a smile even if the smile hurts
I hate me for being everything that I am

i is done!! =3

I hate my bad luck when it comes to getting work.
I hate people that think they know everything.
I hate people that dont give me a chance to prove myself.

xx

I hate how I hate things about myself.

Ohemgee im azn too!! =3
yea i know im yellow an everyones racist about it an it pisses me off but i pretend to go along T^T grrr myself gives in so easilyyy

well not all, ventually you get out of it... er at least i think im not. i feel weird around crowds still you just need some time to get used to talkin, at least to people your familiar with

[[im a whole diff person in front of diff people, dependin on how much io trust each of them, or how well i know themm xP]]

[[btw answerin da azn whos ashamed of bein chy-knese!! >=O]]

I don't exactly know what it is i hate how about myself... i mean there's got to be a reason why people leave me u know... i've lost a lot of friends this year. one dropped me over his girl friend who happens to be my best friend :/ the other dropped me because i didn't love LOVE him back, and now my best friend says i'm not dependable.. i don't give her attention..
and another friend of mine i've recently written something about well if you read it theres the explanation... so i guess whatever pushes people away from me.. is what i hate about me then. er yea...

I hate that I cant open up to anyone because Im scared to get hurt *again*
I hate how I cant trust anyone...its hard to want to tell someone something & then i dont because Im scared they are just like the rest *out to hurt me*...
I just want the old me back..Where I was out-going, willing, and soo carefree....ahh what pain a bad teenage year could cause.

I also hate how insecure I am about myself...My weight varies..I am thin, I weigh 120 & im 16 so im definitally healthy..but I do have some serious stomach issues from all the operations Ive had
& I hate the gap in my teeth..Its not ugly on me or anything..People have told me it makes me prettier..I like my gap but I sometimes feel thats what everyone is staring at ya know
& The main thing I hate is my calf muscles...they are bigger..Im on my tippy toes alot (ballerina) so my calfs are more muscular than a normal females ...guys say its sexy & gives my body extra curves..but I see differentally
& I also hate how guys will say I look good & stuff & I go home & spend hours in the mirror seeing what I did right to be pretty that day....

ugg I hate talking bad about myself too lol

I hate living with my past....cutting...i hate looking at my arm wondering how i could ever do such a horrible thing....but i guess everyone has their scars...maybe not skin scars but u know wat i mean.