If They Knew?!?!?!

what would mom do or say if she knew i cut my wrist?or my arm?what would she do if she knew that everytime she makes me feel worthless and not important that i'd hurt myself?what would dad do if he knew i did the same thing when he'd make me feel he cant love me enough cuz i'm not perfect.what would sari do if he knew that every word he says to me makes me want to just fuck it and end my life. i dont know if he'd care....he's already said he doesnt care if he only one more year to see me before he goes to college.what would they do if they knew that instead of crying i would bleed?well i've stopped and i'm trying not to go back....but i cant seem to take anymore.shall i cry crimson tears again?or suck it up and let it all eat me up inside?what do i do?what would they do if they knew?

like that would help. they dont know shit about what the fuck i need!!!!

cuz they wouldn't understand.dont u think i want to tell them?that i want them to know how i feel and whats going on with me?u have no idea.

i carve in my ankle to sometimes, but now that my sister knows she doesnt want me to anymore and now i just found out my mom knows!and she hasnt said shit to me about it!she doesnt care i guess she wants me to figure out how to put my life back togther on my own.whatever i dont care no more.

Great i dont know what to do!all my friends are at my school but my school is so gay!plus everyone found out me and my best friend cut so now we both want a new beginning at a new school but now my best guyfriend that i've know since i was in diapers is pist at me cuz this is my last year in my home town cuz for high school i'[m going to a new country.i dont want to leave my friends but i'm sick of living this way.i really do kinda hate who i am,i want to start over but he wont understand that. i went to the bathroom and cut twice today cuz of what he said.this is so fucked up!

why don't you give them a chance to see if they would understand....hmmm....try giving a few hints?

Anyway if they already know why don't you just try talking to your mom rather than assuming she doesn't want to help, it could just be that she doesn't know how to help and that she is waiting for you to make the first move?

i dont know.i dont know what to say to her.nevermind it's not like any of it matters anymore. my sister is there for me i guess.

my parents kno, they dun giff a fuk i hav cut "DIE" into mah arm and my dad suggested adding a "T" onto the end tat it as better suited 2 me

well i know why my mom hasnt said anything.my sister used to do it too when she was 16 and supposedly it as just a faze and i guess mom is taking my sh as a faze too well fuck her!i'm switching school to start a new life but now my best guyfriend that i've known since kg is so pist at me!he wouldnt even look at me when i told him i wanted to leave.everyone at my school knows i sh and they dont give shit.well some do but it's not worth the stares and"thats the girl and her best friend who cut themselves up!ewww"my gay school is so over-rated!!i want to leave but part of cant just get up and leave.i hate this.

my parents will never know but they will when they find my lifeless body.