TIRED OF BEING BROKEN

I am strong person but lately im so much broken and i felt to give up... i was supposed to have this unexpected problem but its so hard coz i cant tell to my family or to anyone.. but its hard for me to keep this pain inside. its hard to explain but im slowly freakin every single day. sometimes i cant cry hard enough coz my heart filled w/tears inside..

You were supposed to have an unexpected problem? whats that mean? are you pregnant?
and we all break down sometimes. sometimes the strong dont need to be strong, it is okay to cry. you know crying dont make you weak.

You should express what your feeling to someone, i've learned that just recently and i feel a lot better now. see i was "hurt" by my uncle about five years ago... i just told my parents and i feel so much better, i finally said what happend. well if you need someone to talk i'm here.

Hmm i dont really get wat ur tryna say.. but my advice talk to a friend about ur problem..

Ok this is my problem.... hmm i am crying again,, coz u know i was here in hongkong to my sisters house for almost 2 months and i supposed to go back this coming 14 and actually i cant wait to go home..

eversince, all my family knwos that my sisters husband is good and kind and even me i supposed knowing him he is a good man.. then i was dissappointed onenight he was trying to do something to me,, and i was shocked. then he supposed to touch me so i was awake but i pretend that i was awake.. i just move to other direction.. he is not absolutely touch me but i was despress and dissappoint.. now i told my self this is unforgiven.. but i cant tell this to my sis.. well i am planing to tell this to my other sister if i came back to my country.. not now coz i know it will gonna be trouble..

its so hard coz i felt im getting crazy everytime i see his face.. im so much angry and he is a devil.. iim so tired hiding my tears, and every night i cried and i felt my heart was filled of tears... im so much broken im so much crying...

Hmm thank u,, i want to pm u but im older than u.. coz i wanted someone give me some adivice and couarage who is older than me.. thanks alot i appreciate u at ur young age..

I've been tired for a long time. There isn't much in the way of escaping this.

To your situation- I hope you have enough respect for yourself and that you love your sister enough to tell her this. Sure it will break her. But I think you'll probably break her less now than he will down the road. Say something before it's too late.

I would definitely tell your sister. I know my sister would want to know if she was married to a pig, which is exactly what he is hun.

I think u should hav a talk with him find out whats the problem

Hi. I am 38 years old and I want you to do what you feel that you should. Please do not feel at fault. If he did not touch you and you feel that you do not want to say anything then dont. But I am sure that she would understand. Since she lives so far away, maybe you could tell her by phone. If I had a little sister I would want her to tell me. I would not get our parents involved. I would just break up with him. He will never be faithful to your sister and she deserves better. Please do what u feel, either way try to put it out of your mind and be strong. Just do not ever be alone with him again. If he ever tried again, go into your sister room right away and tell her right then. Take care