Separation

I need some advice. I'm separated from my brother and sister. I love them more than anything in this world and I tried to call down there to florida technically yesterday since its already 2am here. And found out that the number has been changed, and since today is April 4th is here today is my brothers birthday and I can't wish him a happy birthday and he's 12years old. Now I'm kinda upset because he's going to go up to my step dad and mom saying "Kala doesn't love me anymore" and its hurting me more than anything right now.

Do u have any idea what I can do about feeling this way stop being so sad?

Thats the thing I think my mom and step dad won't give them the letter because its from me.

I hope you can connect with him. i cannot imagine the hurt you feel. if yu cannot, make sure to keep all the letters and cards you write to him , then later when you are able to see him, he will be able to see that you do care for him and that he was on your mind all the time. this might help ease any problems he might have with you.

Try to contact you bro thru a frnd.. i mean if u know someone who lives near by your bro... try calling them and get your bro's new no: hope this might work...

Um..if you don't mind me asking, why are you seperated from them? And obviously theres an issue with your step dad and mom. But can I ask what it is? Maybe it would help to know so we can perfect the advice. If its too personal thats fine too, just let us know.