Tired of crying

I've been crying every night for the past few months. I just moved from Wisconsin to Virginia. The man that I love is a thousand miles away from me. He is 25 years old, but I am only 17. Jason is my cousin, but I am adopted so we don't share any blood. I miss him so much, but I can't tell him why I miss him. Last Thursday night, I had to go to the hospital because I hurt myself. I know he is just a guy and none of my friends think he is worth it, but I do. He doesn't even know what happened yet, and I want him to know, but I don't want to hurt him. I want to tell him exactly how I feel. I feel everything for him. When I'm with him, I feel like I could die and I would be happy. The lack of his prescence kills me ): What should I do???

I'm so scared to tell him cuz he has a gf, and she's his age and she has the same name as me. WTF??? It's killing me though.

Ok ...do you have any slight hint that he might have feelings for you? he might like you or see you like family bring it to him as a comment like "did you ever know that ive always loved you way more than family." or just tell him but truely the gf gets in the way just keep your heart on him but always look around because the man your really suposed to be with may just be standing in front of you,and your to busy you cant see him

Hey does anyone feel what im feeling?

Honestly, you need to let go. Even if you look past the fact that he is a little too old for you, and the fact that he's in your family (you don't need to share blood to be in the same family), and the fact that he's miles away, you have to look at the fact that he's happy with someone else. It seems hard right now, but you CAN get over him, and you're going to have to.

It sounds to me like you just have a bit of a crush on him. Now is the time to be mature, and make a responsible decision to let go of the feelings you have for him. For the record, hurting yourself is not responsible OR mature. I'm not saying it's easy, but you really have no choice. Take care.

Well I do cry a lot too.And I sick and tired of it.