What Do I do? I need Help..

Okay I need help I am in love with the father of my son.. Well we do get along for the most part.. But sometimes I feel he dont care for me.. He dont spend as much time with me like he should.. We work opposite shifts.. So i dont see him but maybe 10 hrs during the hole week and then we have our weekends... He never holds me,cuddle with me or even tells me how he feels about me. Well last weekend we got into and arguement bacause on the weekends is the only time we get too spend time with eachother and all weekend he played games online and I finally got feed up with it and showed my BUTT well he draged me down the hall and i fought back to try too stayin the house because he was putting me outside and locking the door for me sleep outside... well that broke me down casue I knew then he didnt love me because he left me outside with out my cellphone and keys. I finally got into the house around 4am I broke into.. but for some reason I feel like I always have to aploigize too him and make it right because If i dont things will stay the same.. Help me I need advice... he tells me he loves me.. and wants to be with me but why does he act this way?

Yeah.. I Have thought of that 2... I feel Like i dont even know him at times.. I am not saying this is all his faught.. I start promblems at times too but I feel like if he was too only spend more time with me things wud be alot better

Dont believe in his words...let him show u that he loves u...but hes ur half brotha...theres so much guys in this world and ur interested in ur half brotha...hmmm...i dont kno wat to say...just try to tell him how u really feel...and then just try talkin to otha guys or sumthin cuz i think thats not cool...but umm yea just stay strong...and guys lie a lot he's liein to u..if he doesnt show u no love..y do u love him?