My ex best friend

Okay me and my ex best friend were friends for a year than this new girl came along and my friend startted getting close with the new girl and slowly drifted from me. I stopped talking to her for that reason than after like 1 or 2 months we finally became friends again. (she didnt say srry im the one who went up to her) than again on my bday she was acting like she was choosing to go to a stupid park with her new bff instead of coming to my party. We became friends again. Now she got mad at me for saying somthing to her sister which wasnt even bad. We havent talked for months but like im feeling depresed. I fake a smile and act like everythings okay at school so she could see that i dont care but i really do. Can anyone help me?

Well i realy havent talked to her in a while like a couple of months. I just didnt feel like saying srry to her about somthing i didnt do wrong. And last time when she did somthing wrong it was me who had to go to her so we can be friends. Shes so like uncaring like i feel like she never cared about our friendship even though at the time it seemed like she did.

Like i miss being her friend and all. Actually let me rephrase that i miss having a really close friend to always be there for me when i need her. But like i know that if lets say she wanted to be close with me again, i wouldnt be able to trust her again after all of this drama.

Why don't you just replace her? Who needs her she obviously didn't wanna be there for you! She's prolly not even worring about you cuz she's got that other chickkky so why don't you just hang with a new crew take your mind off of things! Or get you a boyfriend then you would never have time to even think about her! But yahhh you can't go in life depending on ppl, later in life ppl will depend on you especially when her new bff hurts her in some kinda way then she'll come crying to you and you won't have time for it lolz!

Because like the group of friends that i hang out with now are different and they are just not the same. They are not caring and whatever that my ex frend used to be like