When was the last time you cried? #2

When was the last time you cried???
And why???

*Last time i cried was saturday...because i miss "US" SOOO much!!!

It was saturday night for I miss my 16 year old neice very much I help raise her for 13 years then last summer she decided to move to her real mothers and it just broke my heart for she was and still is the only daughter I ever had.

I cried today..well almost cried..because i finally read the end of my book i started on my choir trip in seattle. it was a good ending...ended abruptly though...=[

I cried last night because life was seriously getting overwhelming and then something else happened and it was the last straw. I couldnt take it anymore and I broke down.

xx

I cried last night because I got mad at my brother and at my friend....

I cried 30 minutes ago because me and gma were in yet another argument. and because i was thinking about my crush and no i have no chance whatsoever...=/

Last night. :\

My boyfriend lied to me about a little thing.. but he was just trying to make me happy. I wasn't mad or anything and I was just trying to explain to him that I'd rather hear the hurtful truth that a pretty lie.. and he blew up at me. Started yelling and stuff.. It was not a fun night.

Tuesday,At school in my locker actually.
My best friends been really distant lately and its like she doesnt trust me..
everyone basically ignored me and i couldnt take it and i just broke down..

Dnt remember... :)...but i cried because i was missing home soooo much...

Last night, because 4 of my friends hate me, and I don't know why....

6th period in school arounnd noon.
i;;ve finally hit rock bottom.

rfnsjklafasklf.

xox jen

This morning because of me catching my "ex byfriend" having sex with a slut v_v

I dont remember...thats the great thing :)

Last night because my b/f wanted me to promise him something I didn't feel I could and he got mad at me for not promising it...But when we both woke up it didn't seem like he even remembered what happened so I didn't bring it up, and we were both happy.

Last night because I miss the way things used to be...

Last night because my gma ruined my mood that was so great by arguing because i asked her to take my friend home from where i went last night. and she was yelling cuz i wasted her gas and blah blah blah. yeah. =/

Today.
I felt so lonely and blah
like the whole freakin world was closing down on me and there was so much pressure
but im better now :]

Today. because me and grandma cant talk more then 5 seconds w/o arguing....

i got a prom dress though..its beautiful. once i got home though...my mood was shot down..yet again. =[

ive been locked in my room for 4 hrs....meh
ima get drunk or something

-sigh-

Now.

my former, almost boyfriend was never that at all. he was just a former..guy...i just found out he never liked me. and he just used me

thats lovely
='[

I cried last night.... because I feel like I cant take anything anymore....i dont feel like living anymore.... Im donw with this....

Last night while lying in my bed in the dark cause i can't f***ing take this anymore, NO FREEDOM!

I cried last night because i miss mother my mother (living over seas) and then again wen my ex came over and we talked

I had a pretty bad breakdown today.

On Sautrday because I was drunk and had zero control over my emotions :/

About an hour ago..

Today because im a complete idiot incapable of doing the simplest of things >_<

i have no common sense

and because i broke up with my boyfriend the other night...i miss him and us =(

I cried yesterday because I was in to see a therapist for the 1st time and cried and poured my heart out! Then I cried because they wanted to hospitalize me to keep me under supervision....
But I made it home and was diagnosed with a severe depression and a mood disorder.....

I cried yesterday because he knew that I was lyin when I told him that I don't love him anymore.

I cried today actually because I'm horribly sick and just couldn't take it.

I cried last night....i dont know why....

Umm. a week ago. Emotional Breakdown. I dont cry. I hate it. Im always afraid it makes me look weak so i dont do it. Im supposed to be strong.

Last night...ex called me and admitted he loves his new girlfriend and is serious about their relationship....

I cried today, because of the movie Forest Gump.
I'm such cry baby :)

I cried today because I found out that my ex is working things out with his ex GF.... even though he broke up with me because he says that he had too many problems at home... i know he lied.... :(

I cried because everything is falling apart...

my grandma has hurt me so much today...no, not physically...i cant even bare to be home right now...i wish i could just leave....but theres no where to go...

and then my best friend cheered me up some

then i was talking to my ex best friend whom is my sorta, sometimes, friend now. and we were talking about prom and shes going with the 2 girls that ruined my entire sophmore year...and i said i'd say hi to her regardless. and then as shes signing off shes like "well, i'll see you at prom, actually i wont. don't mean to be rude, but yeah. bye." its like..what??? what the heck is that supposed to mean? =|

and i cry because the longer i think about things, the more it hurts. but i cant stop. and i cant sleep either...

Earlier today because i started going into a panic attack infront of like 20 strangers i didnt know and let it get extreme because i didnt want to ruin the teamwork we had going.

Think the pressure of everything else was to blame for the attack n therefore the tears tho

I cried Monday, cause my ex decided to call me for the first time in three months and ask to see me. i asked why he wanted to see me, and he said just to see me. I know he's probably only wanting a booty call. 2 years in a relationship and you call me 3 months after we brake up cause you "just want to see me?" i lost it and broke down and cried. I'm still not over him yet.

I cried all day today actually..all day through skool..&& all morning && night before && afterwards.....
I just hate being without him && loving him all at the same time....&& then he called last night just to tell me he was talking to my best freind now..I am so hurt..I didnt want to lose him && especially not to her....I love him, with all my heart && I trusted her not to do this to me....

I cried again last night because of the same reason...my ex... I am not over him and I know it will hurt me if I see him and his ex again... I dont know what to do....

Last Night cuz the guy that i cared about came back into my life, but now hes gone again. He told me that it wasnt like that for us, and i gues i knew but hearing him say it made a huge difference.