When was the last time you cried? #2

It's been awhile since I cried.... but the last time I cried because I felt so weak and helpless ...

Today cuz i had a nail malfuction and its prom today!!!!! but i fixed it so all is well

=D

Like 3 days ago, i was letting it all out cause of my crappy week, month, year, it only lasted like 5 mins though, i can never cry for very long, it kinda sucks :l

Yesterday before I went to work because I was just really stressed out.

*huggles tay*
:(

last night . . .

This afternoon, school coz i had a horrible flashback nd then broke down

...Today
Im just sick & tired of him "loving" me one day then the next day "hating" me...Its like he just takes me for granted..last time I left him for that he came back crying saying he missed me && I was way too good to let go...
Well now he is treating me like bad again..well not as bad as last time..but its kinda like he puts his freinds before me...&& the worst part is these friends of his are girls..ugg its like im just someone he comes to when he wants some, or somegirl who will be there the next morning..I dont know what it is but it hurts..ALOT!

I am crying right now because i just lost the most important person in my life....its not fair....its really not fair

The last time i cried.....i dont remember exactly

maye a couple days ago

i cried because i'm confused about HIM
i dont know what he's doing
i'm tired of being jealous
i'm tired of wishing what i kno he doesnt
i'm tired of memories

...i just want to smile again
for real

Last night i just lost all control and broke down worse than i ever remember

Last time i cried was about 2 weeks ago
i was just having a bad day....they really suck

I cry every night now... sometimes for no reason...
crying everyday is what i do now...

Well lately ive been crying all the time..I bottle it up at skool, but once I get hom & once I wake up in the morning I cry & cry...Its like a pain that just wont stop && since I cant talk about it..the scar gets scratched at & he steadily makes it worse.....I Love him <3

At school during history class. I was pissed off at my ex best friend for acting like a b!tch. And i was mad cuz the friends i hang out with now were acting meanish. And i just needed a moment to cry so i did and it made the rest of my day much better :)

Idk ever since me and my bf have been gong out i havent cried!!! =D

Today.
My mom told me i was on my own and to go ahead and cut myelf again....

A single tear today.
Because I saw him holding hands with another girl two hours ago.

Now.

my ex that is my friend with benefit cancelled our plans tonight=[

i was gonna sleep over at his house. and i was gonna go over there after work. and right before i left work he cancels. im so disappointed. its the only thing that has gotten me through the past 2 days that have been hell

-sob-

This morning. because i just want everything to be better than it is now, and to be accepted for who i am.

This morning cos i couldnt sleep cos i have to go back home tomorrow :(

I cried yesterday when i saw how horrible my ghreat grandma looks i am so worried about her

Cutting up onions.

^
lol, so true.

Yesterday... saw an old man.. had to be about 70ish... was celebrating his birthday all alone... lady at the restaurant brought him a piece of cake with a candle on it... i ended up paying for his dinner, but didn't let him know it was me

^ I would have cried too. That was nice what you did for him.

Earlier today i managed to loose it all again trying to work everything out and get a grip of things to try to avoid staying out of mental hospital

Last month coz i missed my best frmd who was with me but far away frm me!

Yesterday i was SO emotional. i cried so much. i was watching montel and i cried about 5 times. and i was always smiling. i dunno whats up w/ me.

i feel so different since saturday. its like....im smiley but cry-y. and i feel a lot more grown up.

Last time i cried was las night because I got in a fight with my sister...

Um Last time I cried was a few days ago, when me and my friend got into this HUGE argument. ;-;

Last time i cryed was at a HIM gigg last december

only thing that can make me cry nowadays...

all my feelings stay inside, i can only get them out in songs and poetry

Today, on my birthday, major breakdown. Life is lovely, isn't it?

Awww its okayy *hugs*

today, sad part in an anime cause it reminded me of my life *sighs*
an the worst thing was i agreed with the bad guy!! =O

I have no idea. I want to cry often (mostly over lil things) but I won't allow it. It doesn't seem to solve a thing except for a desperate need for a headache.

I actually just cried a little while ago.. and I'm not even sure why. I was just laying in bed and all of a sudden, I was in tears.

Last night... My ex boyfriend stopped by to drop off my stuff (from a year ago) and told me that he still loves me.

^ Stay strong, hunni.. *Huggles* We miss you.

I cried again last night.. because I got into a big arguement with someone so close to me. That I've known and loved for over a year now. And I almost lost someone else.. then I found out another person I cared for might have cancer. It was just one friggin thing after another.

I cried a few minutes ago... because I don't think they care.

Earlier today.
but i made myself stop.
cuz i'm "amazing" and don't need to do that