So (obviously) there's this guy...

There was a time when we first met were I cuoldn't stand him. Now we're friends and I never thought I'd like him but I do now. To make a long story short, I told him and he told me that he kind of likes me too. We talked about how if we were to get together we couldn't show it because he is 20. My mom says it's ok. as long as we don't get caught but we don't want to risk it. He's one of the very few ppl I talk to and I can trust him. I kind of want to know if he still likes me but I don't know how. And if he does, how do I try to make something out of it??

If it's something you are going to be ashamed of then you shouldn't do it. And clearly if you aren't going to tell people, then you think you are doing something wrong, and therefore shouldn't be doing it. Think about it.

I agree with the other two!
you are 15 ... and i'm NOT judging you at all but just wait til you're a lil older that's what i'm doing right now! This will help the age difference issue, let you mature, and also this will tell if he cares about you enough to wait for you!!