HELP always sad and friend problems

I have no idea why but i am always pissd off or sad or whatever. Like i always feel like people dont want me around and that they are hating on me. Its like i always want attention when i am with my friends and if they do somthing wrong i get pisdd off at myself for being such a loser. I dont know what to do to feel more happy and more accepted and stuff. Im pretty sure my friends get annoyed of me and stuf and they are the only friends i have. If i stop being friends with them just cuz i feel left out or whatever ill hav no other ppl to hang out with. I NEED HELP!! ANYKIND!! ANYONE!!! PLZ!!! (me and my exbff used to be superclose but now shes a BI!CH)

"Its like i always want attention when i am with my friends and if they do somthing wrong i get pisdd off at myself for being such a loser."

I'm not sure I really get what you are saying, your friends do something wrong, so that makes you feel like a loser?

Aside from that, I would rather have no friends than fake friends. Everyone is always so afraid to be alone, but friends, just like bf's, come and go, very few are actually life long friends, don't be afraid to go out and meet new people if you feel like your friends are not living up to the title. Want to be happy? Find and do things you enjoy, explore new circles.

"If they do something wrong i get mad at myself" what i meant was that when like they are the ones acting like drama queens or anything like that like if its their fault for acting mean or whatever i feel sad and mad as if its my fault they are mad even though they are acting like drama queens.

O hun, why is that u feel this way do you think? do u just feel lonely and want some attention or is it something else?