What is the hardest thing..?

Telling myself that i would never see my dad again...and that its his fault not mine that he disowned me...i was doing the right thing...sticking up 4 my fam

Hmmm... I think for me was being told that i was 'homeless' whilst in hospital, and knowing that i had to move back with my parents. So, i'm back with having to do stuff with someone at home that i really don't want to do, that really scares me. I thought that i'd got away from all of that when i had the courage to move away.
:-( Sorry, quite long.

Quitting two addictions at once..
my "ex", and cocaine...
it was a tie, to see which would kill me first...

To get over my first ex

Trying not to get into old habits

Gettin over my parents divorce &* my mom remarrying....and that was hard enough but she wanted to say that we are a "family" and thats hard. cause were not.

Mine isnt about love, romance or hurt. It is about oure drive, toughness and achievement.

I was on a training exercise climbing a mountain, there was a storm so bad that half the group turned back, all except three of us. Neither of us three would be alive today if it wasnt for each other, thats how bad the storm was. We reached the top, then stumbled back down. Our guide (sat at the bottom, because we already knew the mountain well) saw us coming down and called the paramedics. I reached the bottom and he calmly said in a very typical English understatment manner "mmmm weather could be better couldn't it Master Haines." i replied "Yes Sir, bit damp." I dont remember much for next couple of days. Now that was hard work!!!

Get threw the nights

Gettiing over mah fiirst love and endiing a 4 year relatiionshiip with one of mah best guy friiend

Knowing that he loves her, and he always will. And knowing that we'll never be anything more than friends.

Cop with loosing the friends i finally made after years of being alone.

hopefully i will make more friends in college. it not as bad as what other people have to go through.....but this hurts me most

Letting the love of my life be with another man