APPRECIATE.struggle.EDUCATE.read.LEARN.InSpIrE*

HI GUYS. im polly. im struggling to find some ispiration at the mo, cud u guys tell me what inspires you the most, wether a season, object, person, emotion, music...etc.
thanks,
and id also appreciate some comments on my poems, or for then just to be read, lifes pretty much getting me down, and all of my poems are about me and my family. and life. and struggling. wouldnt it be so much easier if we were angels...lol. i wish. then id be able to sleep!
thanks guys
love always for this site
:)