I dont know what to do

i dont know what to do ne more. my best friend who has been my best friend sence 4th greade (im in 9th now) has been doing bad shit and im realy worried about her. shes like always been my baby i take care of her i help her with all her problems im like the closest thing to a mom she basicly has because her mom doesnt wanna deal with her.

but resently shes been hanging around with 1 of my other friends who drinks and does stuff and she was over there friday nd got wasted and i havent even heard from her sence. she has also been whoreing herself out latly. and then she gets realy upset about being like a whore and then i have to make it better. i love her so much and i cant stand seeing her hurt but i cant even look at her ne more. shes not the little girl i met in 4th grade shes this little girl who doesnt know what to do and just does everything then gets hurt. but she still has the little girl in her.

she comes over my house and just crys while i hold and its harder for me everytime i have to say "its ok" because i know im lieing. im only 14 and im very machure for my age but still shes older then me im not suppoed to be her mom. y is it my job to put her fucked up life back together when she shatters it. y am i the 1 who has to be the perfect little angle while she gets all the fun. and then after she partys and whores herself out she crys and gets depressed and starts hateing herself and wanting to kill herself and then i have to make her stop.

what the hell happend. i cant make her stop doing nething cus im not her mom. i cant tell her shes not aloud to go out and stuff like that. but i worrie about her so much. i know as soon as i start talking to her agien shes gonna get upset and cry and tell me what happend and then im gonna have to make it better. but i dont how much longer i can. it feels so much like i have lost my best friend. i cant handle that

neway i came on her hopeing maybe to get some advice or talk to some1 because i cant to ne of my friends hear but i realy need to talk to some1. if u can help in neway please do

~Kathleeny~

Tell her how you feel. Say that its really upsetting you seeing her like this. If shes a good mate she will try and stop or get councilling so she doesnt have to rely on you all the time when she wants to talk to someone.

Yeh tell her how you feel, and if you can't tell her, or you feel she wouldn't listen to everything you have to say write her a letter or something. Just don't keep your feelings bottled up and if she doesn't listen to you, well I know its not much but atleast you tried.
xxx