The Pyro Pack: The Fire isn't dead, just lying in wait...

Okay so there's this site that Jess and Chris have created. It's basically the combining of the cookie catching crew and the bomb squad. It's awesome so if you want more info on it contact me and I'll refer you to Jess or Chris, or if you want you can go straight to them.

Okay so if you wanna join The Pyro Pack give me your name and something to call you.

The Pyro Pack:

Kristine=Pyroticly Insane aka Angel of Flames
Michaela=Sparky Fingers
Jack=Irresistable Magical Smexy Pyro Booty
Gaby=Fire Dancer
Kat=Smexy Pyro Kitty
Sam=
Kyo/Ryu=Disco Inferno
Mina=Burning Desire
ky=Flaming Butterfly Diablo
Mike=
Marco=
Jess=
Mandy=
Taylor=
Ichigo=Burning Passion
Auzy=The Super Massive Inferno Thingy
Bianca=
Coco=The Flaming Penguinator
Jordan=
Chris=Forward Flames of Glory
Lexi=
Kayla=Flaming Spoon Wielder of Doom
Alex=Combustable Goodness
Sky=Flamer
Evalina=
Travis Edwin Perry=The Burnt Polor Bear Smore
Liam=Pyrokid aka Burning Squid
Stacey=The Reluctant Pyro
Tyler=Neon Negative
Rys=Squeeky Greatabulous Pyro
Erika=
AJ=Napalm Zealot
James=Flamingly Delicious
Mik=
Taylor=Firelicious Tay Tay
Mo=Pyro Princess
Bethany=
Britt=
Jade=Flame Commander
Brenda=Purple Cow of Burning Doom

I'm requesting that if you guys are really chatty and get the thread locked that you wait for me to create a new one so I can edit the list. Otherwise whoever creates the thread will be expected to add names and nicknames whenever someone wants to join.

Haha nice taylor nice.

Bleh. I hate the quiet.

I don't like how loud it is right now. >.<

Hey someone be the 100 post in the other one please.

alright taylor. go to sleep. night.

Tada!!
*does a dance*

The quiet feels loud in a way. sufficating and crushing...

I can't deal with the quiet right now. Sorry gabby. I'm going off to shower I'll be back in a bit. I just need something to get away from the quiet.

I'll be here, hon.
I hope you're ok...

I'm strong. I'm okay, I just can't handle the quiet. I can't explain. I don't know how.

You don't have to explain. I dont' always have to understand. BUt I know being scared isn't a good thing.

It's not being scared though....*sigh* it just isn't good. I'll be back in a bit.

Bleh. I'm sorry I don't get it. >.<
Ok. I'll be here.

No it's not that you don't get it. not at all. it's just I don't know how to put into words what "the quiet" is. If I were to describe it I'd say it's somewhat like "the darkness" the darkness is usually used to describe depression and what that feeling is and stuff, but the quiet is describing something else. I can't explain exactly what it is describing though. I don't know how to explain it right.

Is it because you're so used to it that you stopped trying to put words to it?

I've just always called it the quiet. *shrug* it's been here for a couple months I guess. It's always here, but I only notice it at certain times. when I notice it then it bugs me and I can't take it. It slowly builds I call it the quiet, but it's deafening in it's own way, sufficating, crushing. but it doesn't have to do with noise or sound.

Sometimes, it all gets too much. And I can't breathe and every single time i feel my heartbeat it hurts. Like, physically painful. And I always called it drowning. I dunno. *shrugs*

I suppose it's similar in it's own respect, but this is still different. there's bits of it I can't explain cause I don't know how. *sigh* I just don't know how to describe it. I think I'm gonna give up at describing it. maybe I'll see if guru understands what I mean or that vampire, but I tend to confuse him so I dunno if he'll get it or not.

Rofl. It's ok. Like I said, I don't have to understand. I just would like to. *nods* you'll have a week or two to figure it out before I can chat about it again. lol.

are you being good tonight, or no?

I understand it. I'm trying to be able to describe it though. It's not that anyone needs to understand it, but I guess even though I understand it I want to be able to put it into words.

*sigh* it's 3 am already 1 more hour and jess is home, and I dunno maybe guru will text me back. I don't know. he wouldn't be happy with what time it is, but it's not 4 am so not bedtime. *shrug* he'll prolly ask tommorrow or the next day...maybe...

If you can talk about it, you can make sense of it in your own head. I dont' like not being able to tell other people why I'm upset. Even if i won't tell them anyway...i like to have the ability.

I have three more hours...*shrugs*

Upset? maybe...the quiet is...overwhelming...it builds and builds till I resort to covering my ears to shut it out even though it has nothing to do with sound or noise. bleh. guru is very good at describing things. I think she'd be able to help me piece it together maybe....

*sigh* he'll prolly just give me this -.- look again and tell me that how late I stay up is not good. I DID behave for one day because he requested it though you can even vouch for that.

I hate how things bother me. And then i try to shut my eyes, but it doesn't matter because it's not something outside of me...

Lol. I will vouch for that if need be.

*sigh* I've muddled myself all up. I'm not gonna get anywhere trying to describe it right now.

He'll believe me. he doesn't doubt me, but it's always nice to have someone to vouch for me if I needed it. To prove I went to bed at that time and not cause I was tired, but cause I was putting effort into behaving per his request, though apparently tonight I guess I'm not gonna....I'll blame the quiet. it bugged me.

Lol. I'm sorry I helped muddle. >.<

It's nice to have somebody believe in you..*nods*

*shrug* it happens...with me? more often then not lol.

yea...*shakes head* he thinks too highly of me. one day I'll disappoint him or he'll realize that I'm not as amazing as he thinks. I'm afraid of that day.

I was afraid of the day i'd disappoint them all.
And then I did it.
And then I did it again.
and again.
And i stopped caring.

I disappoint people on a regualar basis. I don't like it, but it happens, I just don't want to disppoint him. all the others some I could care less if I disappointed, others I hate that I disappoint them, but him that I don't want to ever happen.

Certain people, it hurts more when I know I've let them down. Like...like Taylor. when i let her down, it absolutely just kills me inside. but its seemingly unavoidable.

*sigh* yea I know....

*sigh* I'm about ready to pass out -.- I think I'm gonna lay down and see if I fall asleep now...

Alrighty hon. ^.^
Have fun, be good while i'm gone *looks threatening*

*dies of laughter*

If Tay ever gets down while I'm gone...remind her I love her oodles, and that I'm thinkin of her, for me please?

<3

Haha do I ever behave?

get some sleep on the plane alright?

I will and I'll prolly end up saying something weird that cheers her up. *shakes head*

night night.

I shall, I shall. ^.^

Yes, random is good. :P

Sweet dreams.

Well...I'm pretty random myself so I don't think you can scare me away...prolly...I do jump away from certain subjects, but I think I'm safe

I might in a bit...I still have to read gabby's fishy story. >.< haven't gotten to it yet.

I'm listening to music right now. lol chinese and some japanese too. I can actually understand parts of the chinese songs and I'm looking up the pinyin and english words for them.

I'll prolly take a look at it in a bit.

bleh sleepy...>.>

Hello

*shakes head* shhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! don't talk like that he might randomly decide top pop in and end up seing it, but no it just means my dad woke me up to early.

Well this vampire happens to also be superman and it always seems like he chooses to pop in when I'm talking about sleep >.<

You mean use krytonite on him? *shakes head* nah I think if he pops in I'll just let him scold me, but he's not online so I don't think I have to worry for now, but NO just cause I'm sleepy DOES NOT prove the vampire right.

I'll tell you to sleep every single night haha *shakes head* just cause I don't listen to the vampire doesn't mean I can't tell others to sleep.