Confessions **60** HATORI

Confession: i think i shall kill ben.

and kris, idk. the rain there was just....gross. >.<

Isn't it acid rain? *shrug* I dunno.

Confession: I shoulda gone to bed so he wouldn't have to worry about me, but...sleep doesn't appeal to me right now.

It might be. it might also be just because it's humid that the place is ALWAYS wet...so it's hot and sticky rain. *shrugs*

Confession: I would sleep...but I'm too wound up waiting to see what he'll say....>.<

Ah well that might be it too then.

Confession: I think I will go to bed by 3. -.- I'm not feeling good.

Go to sleep. *nods*
Sweet dreams, ok?

Nah I'm not going to bed for 15 minutes. I don't wanna. ha you get the prize you're the only one who's said that to me tonight.

*shares the prize*

that's ok.
Jesse's supposed to tell me sweet dreams...buuuuttt after tomorrow he probably won't talk to me except to yell that i'm stupid and hurt him and the end. *rolls eyes* and then he'll avoid me and i'll cry and won't be able to sleep to i superficially fix things.

sweet. :)

Sweet you share.

ah that sounds horrible.

Mm. *shrugs* it's pretty much daily. he'll yell. i'll get some poems out of it.

but it's different this time.
because i decided i don't want to care.
and so i let go.
i already heard the lecture multiple times, i know what to expect. he should know he's hurting me, NOT helping. but he doesn't understand that, oh wise sage that he is. >.<

I ish a good sharerer!
*shares my cold with you*

*whispers*
but i don't really gotsa cold. O.O

That doesn't sound like it's been good at all.

bleh I don't wanna cold good thing you don't have one.

Funny how he's still one of my best friends..*shakes head*
I just miss back before i was his friend and not his burden...his obligation...

sorry. just crap i shouldn't complain about. sorry.

rofl. why don't you want a cold?!

Ah I see. nah it's alright I complain all the time.

Hmmm....I wonder.

Confession: I'm going to stay up until I find the right song.

Lol. it's ok.

pcht. I'm gonna give you something else then...hmm...but what.....?

*gives you a potato*

there. ^.^

Confession: I can't believe he told about my poems.

*takes potato and looks at it*
I'm gonna name you....spudnik *nods* cause I already have a mr. potato head who is named spud....though my friend calls him something else. -.-

he read your poems and ratted you out to someone?

Confession: my tummy hurts.

*pets Spuddy* <----- tis his nickname. ^.^

mmmph. I let him read one poem. in an email. he found my freaking account. and then he showed some girl i hardly know ((whom he's like in love with...gag)) my account. thus, i shall kill him.

Confession: i would love to tell kris to go to sleep...but that's a bit hypocritical.

Haha I like the nickname.

If it's people I know, I like to be the only person to show them my profile. Like I wouldn't want stacey going and showing my profile to her boyfriend zach without me knowing about it, but zach's cool, though...he'd make comments on my poems I'm sure. -.-

Confession: I don't mind if you tell me to sleep, but in regards to sleep I only listen to the vampire on that subject. but I told taylor every night she was on late that she should sleep.

I don't even know the girl, honestly. I konw her name. She tried emailing me, but i deleted them, i was pissed off. i didn't give him permission to do that..

You should go to sleep. it's 3:30 there. you said 3. *nods* -.-'

Confession: I'm going to go write a story ((or try)) and then I'm going to sleep.

Sweet dreams, Kris.
*runs off with the prize*

Ah yea I'd be mad to prolly. maybe I dunno.

yea but....I haven't found the lyrics I want.

lol alright night gabby.

Confession: Thinks she may have found the lyrics she wants.

Confession: is impressed with 3 AM writing skills.

Confession: really going to bed now. :)

Confession: i loved the comment lexilicious left on my poem. :)

CONFESSION: i love my dog

Confession: I'm not sure why, but I feel like other peoples emotions have a great effect on me.

Confession...I just want to get it over with, dangit. >.<

Confession: One year for halloween i was a ladybug =]

Question

why are love and pain so different, yet feel exactly the same in my heart?

An answer

b/c love comes from hate
and hate come from love

But isn't hate

is just pain from everyone
the people i love give me pain

pain is then followed by my love

Aww im sry maybe you should talk to them about it

They all kinda know

but they want to help but
the only one that can is gone
as in half way accross the country

Confession: I watched The Notebook again. It made me cry. Brought back too many memories all at once. Couldn't handle it.

Confession!: I am so into degrassi im addicted =]

Confession: umm.... exams are on Monday and Tuesday?

Confession: ummmm.....i'm obsessed w/ twilight =]

Confession: I still feel really bad about what happened.

Hey babe!
*Huggles Tay*

Confession: i have missed kayla =] and gabby

does gabby get on n/e more

Aww what is her name =]

I think she's talking about "Gaby" hun.
With only one B XD
Cause the other Gabby joined AFTER Shelby left.

And I miss you too, sweetie.
*Huggles*
How have you been?

And I know, right?
We need to talk more again, missy Tay!

*huggs back =]*

i have been good i went through a pretty bad spell
but i'm out of it

Confession: I had a bad couple last months but i am pretty good now =] my head is back on straight

HALLEJUAH