Missing People You Shouldn't.....

OK, so I'm not really sure if this is where this post should be, but it feels right.

Do you ever miss anyone so much, but know that you shouldn't feel that way? I'll explain.

Most people love the end of the College/School day, not me I rarely like going home. At College I guess I feel safe, I dunno. When I do get home all I can think of is going back the next day or after the weekend. I play stories through my head about whats going to happen the next time I go there.

The weirdest thing about it though is that I miss my lecturers the most. I dunno it might be because they have been there to help me through the $hit in my life whenever they could. All I know is that I feel safe around them and would stay there all the time if I could.

Does any one know where I am coming from? Or does this all ssound a little too weird?

Give me your views people.
Nici.

Well I think I can at least relate a little bit. Lol. I do {or I used to a lot more than I do now} enjoy going to school. It really does depend on the day and the class. Some classes I dread stepping foot into, but others I enjoy. I like going to school because I get to see my friends, get away from my Mom, and just seem to be able to escape anything tragic that happens outside of school.

And when it comes to missing things you shouldn't {non-school-related} I can very well relate. When it comes to guy-terms at least. Lol. Long story though.

Always,
Manda