I am a horrible person...

Okay, things weren't going so well with my boyfriend, so today I finally got the courage to talk to him about it and we've decided to take a break for awhile.

See, the bad part is when I was talking to him about it and how I was feeling, I was shaking so bad and my legs almost gave out. I had my arms wrapped around me, like to keep myself together.

I could hear the hurt in his voice and he was being so sweet and understanding about everything.

He apologized for everything and said that he understood why I felt that way.

It was like I ripped out part of myself and crushed it and spit on it. It hurt me so much to hurt him.

If it hurts me so much to do that and it hurts me to hurt him, how could I have possibly done the right thing???

I feel horrible. I need people's oppinions about it...

Yeah, I know it'll help, but it hurts. And it didn't make it any easier that he was so understanding. :/

Yeah, kinda. Like, sort of mad or something... I don't know... How he was wasn't what I expected at any rate.

No, not at all. It would have just made it easier to do if he would of acted like a jerk. I didn't want him to be upset or hurt or anything like that. It killed me that he WAS upset and hurt about it.

Breaks are bad news all im gonna say, and that global warming, watch out sweet potatoes... they are cool.

Be strong darling. If you two had trouble, it clearly needs sorting out.
Surely it rang a bell or two for him to start thinking about the stuff he may have said or done wrong.
You care for him deeply it's okay to feel that way, but it doesn't make you a bad person because in relationship is a lot about making each other happy, and you cleary weren't happy.
I don't know the whole story, but I think break will do good.
Hope it makes him appreciate you more.

Thanks Miu.

The Tasteless: I don't think that we're on the same page... :/