Confessions #65 HATORI

Talk here when the last one is done, please.

Confession: It's raining in New Mexico, and I feel no need to dance.

Confession: Really hot up here in Calgary, i'm dying x.x

Confession: i don't believe in promises.

Confession: I'm not sure I'll ever hear from him again. At least.. not until August or September. And that hurts.

Confession: I have to dog sit a dog that hates me.
Confession:(aleternate universal ending) I am grounded but that can't stop me, meanwhile, I eat bananas.

Confession: someone close to me said i matured mentally late that pissed me off

how bout she can go eff her self and then talk to me how mentally mature she is! grr

Confession: I'm a perfectionist at pushing people away.

Confession: I wish it would happen but that dream cloud left 8 years ago, and so did he.

Confession: I don't understand what's happening.

Confession: I should be sleeping but I can't or the nightmare will eat me up with terror and loss again.
basically im afraid to sleep

Confession: I've been having nightmares too.. =(

Confession: I miss him but hes not mine to miss.

^
I feel the exact way.

Confession: I'm afraid of logging onto msn and find him not there.

I know that
i do every day

Confession: He reads me well, and sees through everything but my own heart. And he is sooo not mine. Why can't I miss my boy?

COnfession: I feel void and empty right now...somehow it hurts..

Confession: He's not even mine and I feel like he just snapped my heart into bit size pieces....

Confession: Hong Kong.

Confession: The nightmare came back and I'm exhausted.

Confession: I just had kidney stones removed in may

Confession: I am grounded

Confession: I feel like a horrible person that I pushed her away so far and completely just brushed her off last night. I don't even honestly remember what I said or if I did anything mean. But I know I hurt her in some way and i feel so bad about it...

Confession: I think it's funny how I'm not even IN school and i still get called a skank. puhleaze.

Confession: I had a dream last night. We were together again. Every thing was perfect. It was just like how we used to be. But when things seemed like they couldn't possibly go downhill... I walked into the other room and found him murdered. The worst thing that could ever happen to me... having to live without him.

Confession:: he was the best thing that ever happened to me

confession:: i wish my best friend would for give me

confession:: i wish i could have saved my dog

Confession: i can't dance, BUT I CAN MOMBA!
*mombahs*
:D
EVERYONE SMILE!!!! XD

Confession: I feel like screaming soo loud that the police get called. Because only he could effing torture me this way.

Confession: I've been thinking about it a lot. And I know it's no big deal or anything, but it pisses me off. It's like, ya. it's a summer job in a couple of years. But i've been wanting to have a job like that for YEARS. and all of a sudden, everyone decides that they want that job too. And frankly, it means more to me than it does to them. They don't even LIKE kids.

Confession: he said it indirectly...i dunno wut it means!!!

Confession: Jeesh.. I feel like I can relate to Lexie so much that it's absolutely crazy.

Confession: I miss those hugs, even though it was a friendly cheer up hug, I want his arms around me and I want to dance forever.

Confession: I miss everything about him... and I had it last night until a figment of my imagination living in my dream crushed it for me. Maybe it's a sign..

Confession: i can't believe she needs to ask people if she's worthless..

Confession: Hopefully the saying it all gets better before it gets worse will be the case with us...

Confession: I hate every piece of this. She's my best friend, and she didn't sound like herself today. She sounded like it was a burden to talk to me. and my god, that's so hard..

Confession: "I've been learning to live w/o you now but I miss you sometimes. The more i know the less I understand and all the things I thought I knew I'm learning them again. I've been trying to get down to the heart of the matter, but my will gets me and my thoughts seemed so shattered, but i think its about forgiveness [forgiveness] even if even if you dont love me any more.

Confession: "I can live without [you] but I'll be miserable at best.."

Confession: "A promise doesn't mean a thing anymore. And this will never be right with me, and you're trying desperately. But I'm tongue tied and terrified of what i'll say.."

Confession: i feel bad b/c i just realized u were gabby

Confession: "I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare. I'm just a kid and I know that it's not fair."

Confession: I don't know how to make him go away. His dark terror follows me. But it's not abusive, just criminal.

Confession: I don't want to be around my own boyfriend right now.

Confession: I wish we could be together finally!

TPAM, have we met before?

((I'm sorry. I'm disgustingly out of it right now...))