When was the last time you cried #4

Yay I started one!!!

okay, to bring the mood down, i cried on friday(two days ago) because I was watching 'I Am Legend' and it made me sad(won't say why for ppl who plan to see it) but it was still the best movie I've ever seen in my entire life!

I cried today because i miss my man. and because my grandma is doing to her boyfriend what so many guys have done to me..and it hurts me so bad...

Today...because i miss my ex, i still love him so much. This moving on thing is really hard.

Yesterday, because someone I care about said ,"you'll never be good enough, so just give up."
=(

1st off 'I Am Legend' is ahh-mazingggg =)

now bringing the mood back to the post.....

cried myself to sleep last night.i feel like im losing myself agian. like there's just no use in trying to find the light i looked into before. alls i see is black&grey now, and it scares me because i don't know if im ever going to see my light agian.

Last night. My computer was messing up again and it wouldn't work at all...(Again)...And that finally set me over the edge.

Week or 2 ago
idk i just started crying out of know where and couldn't stop

Lsat night because i was watching the green mile again. that made me cry like a little baby. lol. even more then the book did. i didnt know that was possible =p

I cried today because i was afraid my cousin hated me and i did some idiotic things and it was pretty much just me being my oversensitive dramatic self

It was about a week ago because of my brother, he pissed me off.

I've been crying myself asleep every night for a while now...I'm just sick of trying. I'm sick of trying to overcome all this shit I've been through. My parents are no help...all they told me was to stop...they never helped. They took away this cigarettes and bam that was it. And I'm sick of not having the strength to loose weight. My mom keeps telling me that We're going on a diet together...and thats what I want but she promises and then puts it off...I'm almost running out of time because of school...Ugh. Sorry, just kind of ranting here...

I cried today because i thought i missed something that is crucial. i was scared, so i cried because i didnt know what else to do.

I cried the night before last...i almost lost him :(
but i didn't :)

I cried yesterday because I got in a huge fight with someone, and we were screaming horrible things at each other.

I cried today cuz I miss my friends and my girl... I hate having to be away from them...

I cried yesterday because th eone person who i confided in told my mum everything, th eone person i trusted.
and i cry myself to sleep last night because im a faliure to my dad. actually i cry myself to sleep evreynight because im not good enough for him

I cried earier today and I do not know why.

This morning because I am a disappointment, again. And I don't want her to hate me.

Yesterday

Last time I cried was Saturday because I realized how much I miss my love....

Yesterday...lol it was our closing night of the show I am in.

I cried a few days ago because I didn't make my parents proud and made them disappointed yet again.

Right now (W) =(

I cried myself to sleep last night. I had finally let myself miss [ him ]. And... it hurt. So much. I let myself remember every thing I've been trying to forget. It all struck me at once. I didn't know what else to do but let myself cry.

I cried last night because I was so scared I was going to loose him...

Last night while I was lieing in bed with him with his arms wrapped around me. I was just so happy to be with him.

July 9th when he broke up with me. i cried for about an hr...

actually...the last time i cried was a few days later because i was watching the green mile again..but that doesnt count.

I cried last night for what seemed like hours becuase i had a horrible shift at work and an argument with my bf. :(

I cried today coz everything got to me at once

About an hour ago because I'm so confused. And I don't know what to believe anymore. UGH!

I cried 2 tears last night as i was going to sleep, because i got through another night without his arms around me...even if we are friends, i still miss him madly. i miss feeling safe i his arms. i mis his kisses. i miss him texting me to tell me he misses and loves me. i miss sneaking out every night to see him. i miss the feeling i had while i was with him...

I cried (which is rare) a little bit 7 days ago cause my sister is still mean and both of my sisters ditched me when we were supposed to take our parents out for their birthday. She snapped at me when I said fine I'll take them out on my own. She's been a bully all my life and it just brought back memories.

But I was proud that I stood up for myself! :)

I cried last night because he's so far away and I just want to feel his arms around me again

Right now because some stupid guy on this website that I don't even know started talking crap to me. I'm over it.

I've cried alot lately, which is rare to me. I thought I was pretty much immune to the emotions that cause tears, but last week my son accidently set our home on fire and we lost everything and one of our pets died. He tried to go back into the home 2 different times and when I think of what could of happened I die a little bit. He also recieved alot of censure from the newpaper and the local newstation has been hounding for an interview.

Also, Nine Inch Nail" dont give up on the weight thing. If your mom doesnt do it with you, you can always do it on your own. Trust me, I know. I let myself get bigger than I should have and in the last 6 months I finally said "uh-uh" and have since lost 60 pounds. I am only a few pounds now away from my goal.

Last night. because as days go by, i miss him so much more. on saturday he is moving to L.A. which is like an hr from me. and he promised that we'd still hang out when i have to sneak out even though we broke up. but now he's moving...i dont see when i'll ever see him =[ and its already been 11 days since i seen him and i'm going absolutely insane =[

Right now.

Because I think I'm starting to hate myself. I've been taking stuff out on him that isn't his fault. & he always tells me it's okay and stuff. I love him so much, but I really don't think I deserve to have him in my life.

=/

Today at school.
im just confused.

One hour ago.
i just feel like i can't take all those lies and words anymore.
:/

After a sad movie, cause everyone was crying i better chip in or be the odd one out. it was a sad movie though.

lol! DJ