When was the last time you cried #4

Right now because all of my emotions and frustrations have built up and I can't take it anymore...

Right now... because I saw a picture of my ex with his new girlfriend... and it hurt because he never had a pix of me and him... and he said that he really really liked me... i dont know what happened between us... he just gave up on us...

I cried last nite watchen the titanic...cuz at the end when she has to let go of jack cuz he froze and she had to get rescue it made me cry cuz i realized if that ever happened with me and my boyfriend i could never do that.

Last night

I havent cried since June 28th 2008.

I cried, when I read an amazing book.. well started. The big reason I cried, was it felt like God was reading the story to me. He was trying to tell me something about it.. And he really got my attention on the most part of the story. it's amazing really :)

Now. because i need somewhere to live...im thinking that i'ma run away from home tonight after my gma goes to sleep. and try and get my ex to let me stay at his house for at least tonight. i need to find somehere...because i cannot live here anymore. its beyong repair..but i keep trying to leave now and gma says shes gonna call my dad. and i wanna be long gone before she does that...=/ sigh...this may me the last time i ever post on here...

I have just cried yesterday because of a person.

Like an hour ago because I was really stressed and my mother yelled at me and told me I had nothing to be stressed about and then she wouldn't listen to me and she told me to leave because she never wants to see me again and she told me she'd call the cops if I was still here in the morning.

Earlier. Because I just didn't know what to do, or how to fix it.

Last night/this morning..w/e u wanna call 3AM. i was laying in bed singing all the things thats bothering me [i dont talk my feelings..i sing them..im weird, i know] and i started sobbing when i got to singing about my ex -sigh-.

Thismorning when I got up ecause I have a soar throat and from all the yelling I did last night I have no voice and my throat itches and burns.

Last Saturday because my brother got really mad and started hitting his car...and he really scared me... i thought he was going to leave and do something stupid....

Last night cuz it was my bday n me n my boyfriend got in to som stuff 4 days b4 n i havent talkn to him since i didnt even get a happy birthday out of him..........

Now.

Ugh.
:[

Last week..i guess it was thursday..i was watching "WINDSTRUCK"..it's a comedy love story with a sad ending..but it's nice..it's a very touching movie..(i suggest, you try that movie)..its a korean movie.... and is really nice..ahww...

Um.. about 10 minutes ago. I was out with my friends earlier and one of them i really liked, and she had gotten a boyfriend when she was away on holiday and i was gonna ask her when she got back and she told me about him and all..

I never have much luck on that case.

Two nights ago..only because standing in this relationship i took a step back and realized that its falling apart soo fast....and well its like watching my life replay the heartbreak i once felt before...it hurts because i cant lose him...i cant....

I cry everyday...

I cried today because its been a month since ive seen him now. and because i cant get him off my mind im going crazy...

I cried last night, because, i miss everything/one and what i was and who i was.

Last night because it was the worst night in myentire life.

I can't cry. sometimes i want to...

but i can't :(

Hm. I can't remember.
That's a good thing, though.
:D

Now.

in a matter or 14 hrs this home has become a prison. this home has become complete hell. my family hates me, my friends are disappointed in me. the only people who understand me are logan and his friends. blah =[

Don't remember much..
except that my elder bro was quite rude with me..
and blamed me for some unknow reason..
i felt so outrageuos as iam sick of being blamed!!!...
why can't my family understand..i've through too much lately....

I creid beause im never good enough for anyone and am a waste of space

Today.

I cried last week but it wasnt because I was sad, it was because I was happy.... I am finally going to be able to be with the one I have always loved...

I haven't cried in almost two years now. It's most likely because of my anti-depressents.

Yesterday,all because of the past. .
GOD!! It hurts. . .
Can't get over. . .

I cried last night!
no reason just felt the need i suppose!!

but wierdest and funnyest time i cried..
i was about to eat milk and cookies and i was already having a bad day and i spilt my milk all over my lap and started bawling then turned into a laugh becuase of the saying never cry over spilled milk!

Sunday because I didn't want to leave my family that I was visiting on vacation.

I'm crying right now because someone stole my wristwatch given by my grandma...whoever stole it...you deserve to die,go to hell and never come back!!!!!....i hate you whoever you are, you bastard!!!!!

*cries in the corner*

Last night, I watched P.S. I Love You

Right now...But I don't know why.

I cried today because i dont know who i can trust and im just sooo confused wioth life

I had one tear today because my new boy wanted me to listen to this song. GOD WAS IT SAD. sheesh. and then he felt awful for making me cry. lol. it was cute, but still. SAD SONG!

I cried last night because I was babysitting my nephew who is handicapped... and I didnt know how hard it is and how hard it must be for him to be in that situation...

Today..
because i was just thinking about my family and how everythings so screwed up..