I think hes gone...and Im ready to lose it...whats going on, wha

Alrite so I posted something on a guy (same guy) a little while ago...saying we're drifting part I think and stuff and people said they hope it works out....

well now hes being extremely weird...he deleted me from myspace because he feels bad when he sees my page, surveys and status updates and told me hes confused doesnt know what he wants anymore, he doesnt know what happened and he hates himself for it. hes always been very suicidal and everything but now hes being worse and at the same time he blames himself hes blaming me and everyone. he asked me if i agreed that we both felt distance and different, i said i did feel tht way and then he noticed i was being sad about it and he told me i lied to him or didnt tell him the truth, that i wasnt fine with it and i didnt agree with him. thats when he deleted me from myspace and said Alright Goodbye Ashley. Then I started crying extremely hard and shaking and everything, I cried all nite...even til i fell asleep and then the next morning when i woke up

then later on i saw him online and asked him if he deleted me becuz he hates me...
he said he doesnt hate me or anything and told me all the he doesnt know what he wants stuff i said fine but that he couldve at least told me...again he went on with the he wishes i would hate him cuz itd be easier for him and everything. he told me that at least this solves the issue of heartbreak next May when he graduates and Im only a sophmore...I told him thats too far away we probably wont even make it to September let alone May and then hes like "No ashley youre not understanding me again"...rite before he had to go he said dont blame yourself, ill be there to lend a hand if you ever need help but other than that this is goodbye ashley...knowing him it mite not mean anything like what it says but then i noticed he blocked me on AIM the last way i had of contacting him. i started crying uncontrollably again and now i cant stop, i dont know whether to let him go and move on, hate him, be sad, jus be fine with it and he'll get over it or not. but i feel like i cant physically breathe and my whole body hurts and i jus wanna die. i dont know what to do...im ready to lose it now

It hurts now, but better you find out what kind of guy he is now, don't let him drag you back in, find someone who appreciates all you have to offer and who might actually be mature enough to have a real conversation when something is going wrong. Good luck.

He doesn't deserve you. You guys can still be friends but, you need to move on.

Believe it or not you'll get over this guy alot faster than you think. To me it sounds like he's playing games and any girl deserves better than a loser like that. Don't buy into anything he says. Go hang out with a couple of close friends and have a girls night...that always works for me. Don't give this guy the time of day. You'll start to feel better...trust me.

I totally agree with you, my friends and i did that last saturday and i don't know when i'll get over him, but i know i will!!

Well so far im not over him and i know its gonna take time but last time the guy wasnt here for more than a few days and it took me about a year to get over him completely and this guy meant so much to me and he was here for 3 months and i dont know how im gonna do it. i still cry and its been a week.

It's only been a week, if you actually cared it's probably not going to take you one day to get over it, just don't focus all of your attention on that one sad fact and live.

^^I absolutly agree. You need to move on. Honestly. You are 15. You have plenty of time to find the perfect guy. I am 16 and I don't worry about that. I worry about family, friends, and all the activities I do. You will find that worrying about is a total waste. So just take a night out with the girls or whatever makes you happy. You will find that getting over someone is easier than you think. Good luck:)

I totally agree, you have the rest of your life to live, don't worry about some guy, that hurts you, he's not worth.
getting over som1 is pretty hard in the beggining but you just gotta go through it. lime with friends, write, just tkae your mind off him, it's hard but it will be easy later on
i promise you this!!