I seeked help :-D

That's right. I finally sought the help I knew I needed. It wasn't how I planned and I actually chickened out. It sort of just happened on it's on. It was a very long and stress-ful night. I went sort of crazy. Because the moment my mom asked me if I cut I hesitated (not on purpose) and thensaid no -afraid- she noticed and well I nodded when she asked again...things took of from there. She told me to show her my scars and I dropped everything I had in my hand. Sort of went into a panic and started to cry. I shortly fallowed my fallen books. I was VERY happy thought to find my mom's arms comforting along with her words. I no longer regret telling her. I did when I first uttered my 'no' to showing her the scars. Cause she gave me a look. I believe she thought I tried it or w/e to 'fit it' or 'seek attention' but I guess she realized just how bad my 'problem' is when she say me crying in a way I havn't cried in such a LONG time. She never see's me cry anymore. It's very rare. And then she saw the cut's and heard I cut the night before and she told me she would'nt tell anyone else in the family as long as I work hard and try to get better. But if I get worse. My dad will be told and knowing him... I'll end up in a hospital ::major panic there:: I don't want that to happen..who would really, right? So here i am Friday night, four days later. My mom has checked me all but last night. Mostly today since I was in a very grouchy mood this morning. But that's cause I only had 15 min to get up and ready for school. So yup... For all SIers please, seek help. Tell someone. It's not easy but it does feel better and help.. alot!

that is great news! im so happy to hear that you got help!!

congradulations
xX-Katherine-Xx

I "sought" help, not I "seeked" help. Sorry.
xoxZoexox

Om, well done! I know from personal experience how hard it is to seek help and even though i dont know you, i am proud of you xx