kami
19 years ago
i love my boyfriend so much he asks me to quit but i just cant like when its not around me i think yea i can do this but it usually always around me and i just cant stop right at this moment i found a nug of bud on my floor...probably just enough to get a little high im trying to stop myself if i cant stop myself from just that little nug i dunno what im going to do |
kami
19 years ago
but i have a friend who had three step brohters go to rehab when they came back htey were clean for about 6 weeks and then got into worse drugs and i have a friend who has been out of rehab forever and he hasnt changed what so evere...im only into herb,marijuana, ive tried cocaine but my boyfriend said if i tried it again it would be over between us i just have a probablem with bud |
t i f f a n y ♥
19 years ago
just ask yourself what's more important.. getting stoned or keeping your boyfriend? |
hayley williams
19 years ago
I think maybe we should calm down a little, smoking a little pot doesnt automatically mean rehab is the answer! |
kami
19 years ago
thanks guys....my mom knows and she is helping me and my therapist is helping me....i just found out im bipolar and have anxiety so maybe weed is my way of self medicating myself hopefully they will put me on medication that will make me not want it as much anymore...thanks guys |
Eibutsina
19 years ago
If your just blazing weed hun can I just say from personal experience Id be staying clear away from Rehab Centres as suggested by others. Alot of the ppl admitted into these places have heavier drug dependancies on harder drugs and its probably not the best influence on you whilst you are trying to get off the stuff...Ive been a smoker for years so I can relate to this closely. There are some really good relapse programs which actually focus on strategies to help you say no after you have made the decision to quit and your body has detoxed they help you mentally prepare for dealing with what used to be your habit in the everyday life you live...You should really get to the bottom of the source as to why you continue to use, its only then that you can attempt to battle that and move on from it. I still smoke but I have stopped abusing it which is what my initial intentions were. I could really go on about this extensively Im happy to help if you maybe wanted to check my profile and shoot me and email so we can chat in a lil more depth and privacy - if not hun I truly wish you the best and hope you find the strength to get over it... |
Eibutsina
19 years ago
just ask yourself what's more important.. getting stoned or keeping your boyfriend? |